251010 Out of the blues

I was wondering why I entered Nursing until this year. I felt so…hmm…I don’t know how to explain.

I just felt sad when my friends will graduate before me when I’m suppose to gradate with them. I suppose to be year 2 by now.

Hmm….but….i never regret going to TP. Haha. Ya, I’m still comparing TP with NYP. And I love TP more. Ya, I’m still comparing NR01 with K2. And I love K2 more. Hmm…of course I like my NYP friends. Just that overall I still like K2 more. Haha.

The knowledge gain in TP is definitely useful, although it is not totally the same as what I learn in nursing. Haha. But…somehow it is related.

Okay. I don’t know why I’m talking about this.

Anyway I miss K2.

I swear I will never ask anything anymore.

30.09.10 Results part 2

Yup, I shall continue to blog about the results.

Arh....Yuan Shan's GPA is 4.0! So irritating. Haha.

Anyway I wish that my class is like Yuan Shan's class. Yuan Shan's classmates will always say out their GPA on their own without asking. (Reason: They strive to be better.) Most of their classmates know each other GPA and people who entered Director's list. I wish my class has the same culture as them, but sadly not.

Well, I guess there is a few reasons. The lower ones didn't want to say because they are not proud of it. The higher ones didn't want to say or ask because they don't want people to think that they very "hao lian". Or they simply not interested in other people results or don't want to compare or don't want to be competitive and so on. Haha. I don't know.

Well, I didn't want to say out because I don't want other people think that I am competitive. But I want to know their results! I want to know who entered the director's list so that I can aim for the GPA. Haha.Anyway I would ask my friends that I think they have high chance to enter the director's list

Ya I seriously regret that I didn't study hard. Haha. Now I'm aiming for 4.0! I'm aiming to get into the Director's list. Yuan Shan is my model! Haha. Yuan Shan is so irritating because he is smarter than me. Haha.

Okay whatever. Next semester I will study hard with my friends! Haha.

Oh, I found a way to help one of my friend to pull up her GPA.I should set a target for her. Haha.

Anyway I may change my blog URL soon. Haha.

PS: Yuan Shan's toilet bowl is so smelly!

28.09.10 Results

Some update for my results? I’m totally shocked. Although 3.59 isn’t a good score for me and I never enter director list, I’m still happy.

I got 1 dist, 4 A, 1 B+ and 1 C. I never expect I will get As actually, because I never study! I only study for the subject that I got for dist. Haha. Hmm…but I was actually quite upset that the C pulls my GPA down. Arh…but it is expected. Haha. So…yup. I shouldn’t be upset.

I shall work hard for next semester! I’m going to aim for 4!

I think people should stop reading my blog le. I don't think I will blog anymore.

Live Your Life To The Fullest

Hello!!!! Do you all miss me? Haha. I bet no one is reading my blog. Yes! One week holiday has passed! I’m glad that one semester is going to end because now more projects for the 5 weeks holiday! (after my exams)

Now I’m having my attachment is TTHS. For the first few days, I felt really useless, because I don’t know what to do! However, things get better and better. At least, now I can communicate with my patients freely! =D

Elderly people are so so so cute!!!! Arh…although some may be stubborn and don’t want to listen to us, they are still damn bloody cute!!!!! I love them so much. Hehe.

Anyway, on the first day I entered my cubicle, someone passed away during my shift. I’m amazed that I can actually be so neutral. I was not afraid of touching the body, I didn’t cry. I just take it normally, although I do feel something when I saw the patient’s family members.

By the way, I got scolding from one of the family members because I can’t answer his question clearly. I guess I was really insensitive. I didn’t know that the death time is so important to the family members.

The death of the patient actually reminds me of my uncle and grandpa death. When my uncle and grandpa past away, I didn’t ask anything, I just keep quiet and try to avoid having any eye contact because I didn’t want to let my emotions out. Of course, I did cry in the end. For this patient, I haven’t got to talk to her, she passed away. So maybe this is the reason why I didn't cry. Hmmm...anyway since I'm having my shift, I cna't let my emotions affect me too.

Anyway, I have learned a lot of things in the hospital and I learned from my mistake. I actually questioned on myself. Why I’m not able to answer the family’s members questions.
If I’m not wrong, when my uncle passed away, my aunty actually wants to confirm with the death time. Yuan Xin is not alert enough!

Come to think about it, death time is really important. When my uncle passed away, I was there with him, so I didn’t ask for the death time. For my grandpa, I was simply too sad to ask any questions.

Okay, I’m going off track. Anyway on Monday, our clinical in-charge will be going to assess us! I hope I can do well and passed this attachment with flying colours!

Oh, another thing, I won’t blog about everything because a lot of things are confidential!

PS: 3 weeks for attachment = no study week =( [3 exams after the 3 weeks holiday]
FYI: Only some nursing tutorial group has attachment *angry*

02.08.10 The Burden Going To Be Lighter As Time Passby

After Wednesday, I will be free. Through these projects, I know different kind of people.

What I’m going to say, not only base on the groups I work with, it include other groups.

Okay, this is describing the people I worked with in all projects including web design. What I see is: Most of the people like to copy and paste. Some of them like to find short cuts (Maybe they are lazy?) Some of them don’t know how to think.
From all these I can conclude that: They never put in their heart when they doing their work. They didn’t try their best to make the best out of it. They never put in effort.

Hmm…I shall give other better reasons why their work didn’t meet the expectations. Maybe they don’t understand the question. Maybe they don’t know how to make presentation.

I’m always the one who do the most in group project even doing simple stuff, because I want to make the best out of it. I don’t just stop, when I found something. I try to find something better. I do copy and paste sometimes, but I always try to link it to the project or use my own words. I always filter out unnecessary stuff.

The REAL reason why I always spend so much time doing the last job because I have to help them clear up their “mess”. Mess = things that still can improve. Okay, I can’t really blame them. I was the one that didn’t ask them to improvise it. And the reason I didn’t ask them to, is I don’t really trust them. Ya, I’m wrong to have this mindset. For this mindset, I would change for the next semester.

I think the only person that I trust is Clara, though she is blur at times, she always willing to learn.

For the web design (Theme: recipes) I worked with other group. I guess I still not use to working with them, so I still tend to do things by myself. I’m particularly fed up with one person, but I didn’t tell her as I don’t really know her. I changed all her things that she put into the web page, but at least two of her recipes still can be used.

Other group members, I’m fine with their work. I just don’t like that they copy and paste and didn’t find a better quality picture. Hmm…but I’m not angry with them.
G just never standardizes her work, but the picture is okay. R never standardizes her work too and her pictures are in poor quality, but at least I did saw her trying to find a better picture and I’m the one who told her, I would help her to find. K, she did great. Just that one of her picture is blur.

Hmmm…there is something bad about me when I’m doing projects. I always didn’t ask my group members for permission when I change their things! Okay, I don’t know why I didn’t consult them. Hmm…maybe I’m too full of myself that I think I don’t need to consult them because I think what I done is better than what they did before. Yuan Xin, bad habit! You are not always right! Arh…next time I must consult them!!! Yuan Xin! Communication is important!

Another thing, I have alot of things to blog about. Arh...but it is negative things. Things that makes me want to cut off from people =/

28.07.10

My piano teacher's child is able to walk already!
She is so so so~ adorable when she is walking!
She is so so so~ adorable when she wants her mum to let her in to the room.
She is so so so~ adorable when she holding her mum's leg because she thought that her mum going to leave.

Don't say I'm the best because I'm not perfect.
Don't say you love everything about me because there is no such nothing as I love all your flaws.

=(

Exhausted

I finally understand why I always dream in living in a farm that doesn't connect to the outside world. I’m exhausted living in the outside world.

I totally want to cut off from the outside world. I’m exhausted by socializing. I’m exhausted by politics.

If I have a choice, I will quit everything. Quit schooling. Quit socializing. And only have one thing in life.

Dream =)

Still remember I said about Anusha? Haha. Yup, she migrated to UK for 3 years and she came back to visit us. During the gathering Anusha actually told us about her stories there. Haha. She get robbed there on the 3rd month she was there! The burglar broke into their house and steals the car and other stuffs.

Anusha said that at the beginning she was really afraid. However, after her friends told her that it was really common there, Anusha started to get used to it. Haha. They only get robbed once before. So they are counted as lucky? Another thing, they have insurance for the car! Haha. O well, the burglar actually crash the car when they heard police coming. Haha. So they are able to get back and repair the car without paying anything.

She said that it is important to have burglar alarm and insurance there and never confront the robbers or burglars. Even the police warn them that the robbers (etcs.) might have weapons on them and so on. Criminal rate is high.

Anusha said that if the burglar alarm turns on, the police will arrive in 2 minutes. Haha. I’m actually shocked by it. I thought it will take like 5 to 10 minutes =.= haha.

Arh….it reminds me of wanting to live in other countries although Singapore is very safe compare to other countries.

Anyway place like this:

I want my house made of glass! Haha. It’s so nice if you are able to see the surroundings provided your house is surrounded by flowers and trees. Haha. course, there must be a curtain. Haha.

Hmm…but it will have green house effect in your house. Haha.


I want my house to be at the center of the field! Haha. It’s so different from the previous house. =.=


Balcony! Haha.


A garden behide the house?


And a lake beside it.



Or a pond?


Okay, I’m daydreaming again. Haha. These things won’t happen and if everything is mixed together, it will simply looks weird I guess. Haha. Whatever, it is just a dream. Haha.

I would either blog in the last week of July or first week of August.

I'm really busy these weeks weeks. I have alot of exams to study.

10.07.10 to 12.07.10

10.07.10 Saturday

I went to 4e1 gathering plus someone special! Anusha! Haha. She had migrated to UK since the starting of the year in Secondary 3. Now she is having her holiday so she came back to visit us!

I would blog more about it when I have more free time to blog.

11.07.10 Sunday

I went cycling with Stephie and her family at East Coast Park! I miss there! I miss beach! Haha. I haven't been going there since the last chalet. Haha. Anyway I still love beach as much as last time. Hehe.

I would blog more about the outing when I have more free time. (repeating =.=)

12.07.10 Monday

Idiot! Why octopus predict correctly!?!? Spain won =(
Actually I wanted Netherland to win because I want to go against Paul the octopus. =.=

Anyway Yuan Shan bet on Netherland even though he knows that most slightly Spain would win. Haha. Well, it is just for the fun of it. Haha. 不要经，破财挡灾！ Haha. Lame!

Oh ya, Rachel L (nursing classmates) won some money by betting on Spain. Haha.

I finally passed by Nasogastric tube feeding practical on the second attempt! I almost get full marks =/ Haiz….anyway on second attempt, they would get 80% of your marks. So…yup. My marks will still be low. Hehe. Plus plus I did badly for theory.

I need to study le! TATA~

It’s damn irritating that when you are already not in a good mood and someone still come to aggregate you more.

Is the person stupid or what? It is already very obvious that I’m not in a good mood and the person still use trigger words. Learn some communication skills la!

Relationship

Life is great with Yuan Shan, though we face some problems recently. I’m not going to post it here since it is really personal. However, I would roughly talk about it.

The last quarrel really hurts me a lot. It is weird that I still feel pain when Yuan Shan and I actually get closer after the fight. He didn’t say anything that hurt me. I was the one who hurt myself. I guess I lost my confidence and trust after the fight. Hmm…confidence in myself and trust in myself. I think Sheila would be the only one who knows about this, since she is the only one who knows about this. “This” as in the confidence and trust in myself, that I talk about when I just broke up with M. Anyway I broke up with M because I didn’t have confidence and trust in myself. Haha.

Hmm..anyway, I have gain back the trust and confidence le =) My expectations were too high for myself I guessed. I always tell people that no one is perfect and it is ok to be imperfect. However, I always want myself to be perfect. Haha. Greedy Yuan Xin. Haha. Hmm…but now I am happy for who I am. Well, the only thing I should change is, I need to learn more to make decisions when it comes to some things. Haha.

By the way, I love to quarrel with Yuan Shan. Haha. We can simply quarrel about anything. Of course, these are enjoyable quarrels. Haha. I think we are quite stupid to quarrel about date and time, comparing about TP and NYP, who is pig and so on. Haha. It’s stupid, but it’s really fun. Haha. I don’t mind more of this, since we both enjoyed it. Hehe.

Seriously he really touched my heart =)

Since I’m updating about my relationship life, I shall talk about M. It doesn’t mean anything okay? I just treat him as a friend.

I’m suspecting that M and his girlfriend have break up. (I shall call her S) I actually feel like helping them by talking to one of them, but I don’t know who I should talk to. I haven’t been talking to M and I am very sure that he won’t tell me. I want to talk to S but I don’t know what to start with.

It was just nice that S actually talk to me on Thursday. She is just asking if I ever have a blog. (I don’t know why she asks for it. Anyway I didn’t give as everyone knows I don’t really give my blog to people.) So I used this chance to talk to her.

I don’t really know the reason whys she break with him. She asked me to ask him =.= Anyway I only know that the reason she break with him is about the same as me =.= but I don’t know why she look down on herself. I guess she just needs some confidence in herself.

I believed she is a great girl and I believe M really loves her a lot. I don’t want her to miss her chance to be with someone who she loves. I don’t want her to take my path. That’s all. I really hope that she will think about patching up with M again.
Seriously, I just want to help them. I don’t have any evil thoughts or anything. I know I’m busybody, but I just want to help.

I find fate really interesting. S wants to break with M for the same reason as me. S and M actually have a past when they are 11 or 12 (I forget is 11 or 12 le), just like me and Yuan Shan. Haha. Arh…but Yuan Shan is not my first boyfriend. Haha.

Oh oh, by the way, I’m glad that I took this path. If I didn’t, I won’t have been together with Yuan Shan and I’m really glad that I met him again. I’m really glad that there is something that triggers him to think about me when I just break with M. Haha. Isn’t fate interesting? He only realized he still likes me after so many years and just nice I break with M.

I love Yuan Shan =X Thanks for loving me as who I am. Thanks for accepting all my flaws.
For heaven sake, I wish no one read my blog.

I think Yuan Shan would say I post too much things on blog. Haha.

05.07.10 to 09.07.10

050710 Monday
I finally start my new General Studies Module (GSM). I took webdesign. Haha. I’m super noob in IT stuff but I took that is just because I only need to take 3 hours of lectures , 1 theory test and other time is for project. Haha. Hehe. Others still have to go for lectures for all the weeks. However, I only have one week of lecture. By the way, because of the project, I every Monday have to stay back.

060710 Tuesday
I’m doing a new flashmob! Now every Tuesday and Thursdays I have to stay back for flashmob. Arh…It’s so time consuming. Hmm…at least I enjoy it. Haha.

070710 Wednesday
I had my Nursing Lab Theory test! Arh….I think I fail

Arh….NEXT SEMESTER NEXT SEMESTER I MUST STUDY! Haiz…I need motivation!

I love my dinner. It is damn delicious! HEHE. There is something I want to say, but I’m not going to say it here. Haha.

080710 Thursday
I have SU meeting. Haha. Now I’m in the SU chalet committee. Anyway it is something that all group 2 and 5 people can join. I am the secretary because I was holding pen and paper at that moment =.=

Actually I enjoy being a secretary. Haha. I still remember that when I’m young I used to be my father’s secretary. Haha. E…but you will never want to be his secretary. I quit being his secretary because he simply don’t listen to me.

He was the one who ask me to keep track of time during Chinese New Year. However, he always never listens to me when I told him we have to go. For your information, I inform him 5 to 10 minutes before we have to leave so that he can prepare, but he will never listen!

It’s really horrible that the visitors always have to wait for my dad’s return at our house. Seriously my dad looks like guest. It seems like the visitors are the host of the house, waiting for my dad, the visitor to come. Haha.

My dad always says me for not taking note of my time. I always came home later than the time I claim that I will be home. However, my dad didn’t show good example too! Hehe. And for your information the reasons for being late is the same. My father didn’t keep track of the time because he was chatting with our relatives. I didn’t keep track of the time because I was chatting with my friends. Haha.

Anyway back to the topic. So as I grow up, I stop being his secretary. Haha.

However, I enjoyed being secretary in the chalet committee. Haha. At least I am heard. Haha.

Anyway, I don’t think I could enter the Junior Committee. I’m not good at design. I’m not a First Aider. I don’t think they will want me to be am Emcee because I believe there is better candidate in my group some more I did badly for the interview. I don’t think I will be in the hyper team although I’m always hyper because there is people who are more hyper than me and again, I did badly for the interview. Haha.

090710 Friday
I finally have my injection! It is freaking painful! I didn’t expect it to be painful. I never know that injections can be so painful. Anyway Clara told me that it is not painful too. Haha. Seriously weird.

This is what Clara says:
It is not painful at all. I don’t even feel a thing. And the nurse is really nice and friendly.

Things that happen when I’m having injection:
The nurse is preparing her stuff. Suddenly she told someone (person A) who is not wearing a nurse uniform to give me injection.

Me: *thinking* “Die die die. Is she experience? Will it be painful?”(of course, I know she is trained, but I’m still worried.)

When person A help me to inject, I could feel the needle went inside. However, it is not painful at all. So I was thinking: “It’s definitely not painful” and I become very relax. Suddenly I feel a sharp and long pain! Seriously it last for 8 seconds. I was thinking: “When will this stop when will this stop?”. I couldn’t hide my pain at all. Of course, I didn’t cry or scream, but my face really shows something and I’m biting my teeth tightly. Haha.

Person A told me that I will feel pain because the medicine is big, so when she injected it in, it is painful. It sounds like what Kenie (my classmate) said. Kenie told me that it is not painful when the needle goes it. It is only painful when the person injects the medicine inside. However, it contradicts to what Rachel and Clara said. Both of them said it is just like an ant bite when the needle went in. However, it is not painful at all.

I don’t know…maybe Rachel and Clara’s blood vessels are bigger than mine and Kenie’s? (I crap this out, this reason may be bullshit. Haha.) Or maybe the person who helped me and Kenia are not experience? Haha. I don’t know.

Anyway when I went for blood test during my body check up the person that extract my blood said that my blood vessels are very small and he had a hard time finding it.

I went for my Flashmob practice again and Yuan Shan came to fetch me home. Haha.

Yuan Shan and I manage to shock Melissa (my primary school friend). Hehe. It’s so fun to shock our primary school friends. Sadly, Melissa reaction is not as funny as Joel’s. I didn’t manage to see Joel’s reaction because I wasn’t there, but when Yuan Shan demonstrate for me to see. I find it really funny. By the way, Yuan Shan said that Joel has the funniest reaction. Haha.

End of story~

I have been neglecting my blog.
I'm really busy this few weeks. My schedule is really really tight. I would blog when I'm more free.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!

Not As Easy As ABC

Life isn’t just as simple as you thought. It is not easy to choose what you really want. There are other things you need to consider. There are norms you need to follow. There are rules you need to follow. There are values you need to consider. There are feelings you need to consider. There are people you need to consider. There are consequences you need to consider.

I hate to know the limitation of life.

04.07.10 Stomach aches

My blog seems to be like some healthy food blog. Haha. Arh…whatever.

Last time I didn’t have a great sleep. My stomach aches for the whole night and I don’t know why. The pain seems like I’m really hungry and I felt really hungry in the morning too. However, I actually ate a lot for my dinner. Haha.

Anyway I was really upset in the morning. Haha. Now I’m thinking back and I am wondering why I get so upset over it? Haha. I got so sad over Mee Siam. Haha. I guess I was disappointed because I have been craving for it for quite awhile and while I’m craving for it, I didn’t manage to eat it for many reasons.

Now my stomach is feeling unwell again and I don’t know why! Arh…irritating.

40 Best Foods: Flaxseeds

Rich in proteins and fiber, these little seeds offer a payload of omega-3 fatty acids, which erase spots and iron out fine lines in the skin. The British Journal of Nutrition reported that participants in one study who downed about half a teaspoon of omega-3 daily in 6 weeks experienced significantly less irritation and redness, along with better-hydrated skin. A recent study of people with high cholesterol compared statin treatment with eating 20 grams of flaxseed a day. After 60 days, those eating flaxseed did just as well as those on statins. Try sprinkling ground flaxseed on oatmeal, yogurt, and salads.

Okay….seriously, I don’t know what is flaxseeds. I have only seen flaxseeds oil selling in super market. Flaxseeds alone….hmm….I have never seen it before. Haha. I think flaxseeds oil are not use for cooking. Maybe dressing for salads? Haha. No comments for this. Haha.

40 Best Foods: Almonds

My dad always sent me emails to read. Still remember my previous post about sleeping? I know these through my father. Haha.

Hmm…I have decided to blog about things my daddy sent me. Haha. So I can delete the emails. I regret that I have deleted a lot of emails that my dad sent me. It seems like I lost a lot of information. =/ (I like to clear my mail box as I think it is very messy.)

I would also blog about other stuff because I actually subscribe a lot of things, just that I never read it. Haha.

Anyway I’m going to blog about the 40 best foods and it is said that it is recommend to eat it everyday.

One of the 40 best foods is almond: (I’m just going to copy and paste)
These energy-rich snacks lower bad cholesterol, thanks to plant sterols, and benefit diabetics by lowering blood sugar. They’re also rich in amino acids, which bolster testosterone levels and muscle growth. Almonds are also stuffed with vitamin E, which helps defend against sun damage. In a study, volunteers who consumed 13 milligrams of vitamin (about 20 almonds) per day and then were exposed to UV light burned less than those who took none. And because vitamin E is an antioxidant, it also works to keep your arteries free of dangerous free radicals. Low levels of vitamin E are also associated with poor memory performance and cognitive decline, says dietitian Sari Greaves of New York Presbyterian Hospital – Cornell

Talking about almond. I hate almond pudding. I hate any almond flavored stuff. It just tastes sucks and I don’t know why. Hmm…but…I love almond nuts. Haha.

I used to eat almond nuts everyday during my healthy times. Haha. Okay, I treat it as a snack. I just love to munch things when I watch shows or study. I remember that I used to have a box of almond nuts in my room. Haha. Whenever, I’m going to finish it, I would ask my mum to buy a new packed to refill it. Haha.

Almond nuts are seriously sweet and delicious. However, some people refuse to believe me. (I’m not pin-pointing anyone, I could only remember most of the time I told anyone about almond they won’t believe me.) Haha. Well, I think I would be like them until I really taste it. All along I hate almonds, until I tried almond nuts. Haha. Almond pudding and other almond flavored stuff make me hate almond that I refused to give almond nuts a chance. Haha. Hmm….However, I forget why I started to eat almond again. I guess it is because almond nuts are healthy? Haha.

Hmm…so…people who wants to have a better complexion or want to gain their muscle mass should eat almonds. Haha. Oh, I just remember that last time my sister always eat nuts after she exercise. Haha.

Anyway we should watch out for our intake of almond nuts too. Although it contains healthy fats you still need to watch your calories right? Haha.

Finish! Next time I will blog about another food in the 40 best foods. Haha. By the way, you can search more about almond and its benefits in the internet~ Haha.

Tata~

Friends Before, Nothing After

Some days ago, Stephie and I were talking about being friends after a relationship. Stephie was upset with something and I hope that she would get over with it soon.

Anyway, it reminds me of M. Haha. Hmm…I don’t know if we are still friends or not. We have been talking for a long time. Haha.

Actually I wanted to talk to him after talking to Stephie because I felt that he is having some problem. I just want to show some care and concern as a friend. Well, now I didn’t because I felt that now he is doing fine. Haha.

Hmm….so I guess we will continue to not to talk to each other? Haha.

Anyway, I don’t understand why most of the time humans can’t be friends after a relationship. It’s just so weird. Before any one gets together they can be friends, good friends or even best friends. However, after a relationship everything changes. It’s really sad. But I guess this is life. Haha.

I hope this won’t happen to me and Yuan Shan. Haha. Well, of course, I hope that we won’t even breakup. Haha.

Power Of Adequate Sleep

Do you know that without adequate of sleep will increase your risk of developing Alzheimer’s disease?

People who do not have adequate sleep:
More likely to make poor decision.
Gain weight.
More dangerous than a drunkard.

Haha. Hmm…and other things you need to know about sleep is:
Power naps should not exceed 20 to 30 minutes.
Vigorous workout produces adrenaline that can interfere with sleep. So do not workout when near bedtime.
Coffee should not drink after lunchtime. It takes 5 hours to remove half of the amount of caffeine in your body.
Drinking milk or eating banana or food that contain tryptophan and amino acid doesn’t help to induce sleep. (Food that contain tryptophan and amino acid have link to sleep.)

Okay. I’m very long winded. Haha. Back to main point. Haha. I have been having headache for quite awhile. Haha. I didn’t dare to tell anyone because I’m scare of getting scolding or getting nagged by people. Haha.

Sometimes I find it so difficult to fall asleep due to my headache. My headache seriously makes me really uncomfortable. Maybe I should call it migraine instead of headache. Haha.

Hmm…I think it is because I didn’t get enough sleep. Still remember the first time I said that I didn’t have enough sleep? Yup, ever since then I didn’t get enough sleep, even during the holidays. Haha. Months of inadequate sleep. Haha.

I remembered that last time I can’t even last for 3 days of inadequate sleep and after 3 days of inadequate sleep, I slept for ONE WHOLE DAY. Now…I’m super! Haha.
I don’t know when I would get enough sleep. Anyway now I have some rules to follow in order to get enough sleep. Haha.

The End!

28.06.10 & 29.06.10 More to Go

I finally finish my two exams. Yes Foundation of Nursing (FON) is exam because its weightage is 50%. Human Biology 1A is exam because it has the same weightage as semesterial exam although it only weighs 35%.

I think I did badly for FON. Haha. I didn’t really study, must of reading through? Haha. Haha. I would be happy as long as I passed it, even if it is just a border line passed. Hmm…I hope that overall my project will pull it up.

Human Biology, I did study. Okay, I didn’t study hard, but I did study. I think I can at least get a B+? Hmm….anyway I still have my practical to take and I don’t know will I do well for it or not. Haha.

Arh…no point talking about this, I will only know the overall points. Haha.

Haiz…I still have projects need to do =/ I’m quite bored of doing projects. It simply sucks.

I love my pink hairband! Haha. It is easy for me to find my friends and easy for my friends to find me whenever I wear it. Haha.

I still have stuff to talk about. Hmm…but I think I have to rush my project first.

Tata~

I will blog tomorrow. Haha.

Once In The Blue Moon

I am starting to forget things once I stop blogging. Haha. This is bad…Haha.

Anyway I love to meet my friends out of the random. Haha. It has been awhile since I last seen my primary school friends. Haha. Hmm….it seems like they didn’t change at all. Haha. Although I haven’t seen them for years I still have fun with them when I met them. Haha.

Sadly, some of them didn't manage to come for the gathering because it was too sudden. Haha. Anyway, I don’t mind meeting them out of random if I have this chance again. Haha.

I haven’t seen K2s for quite awhile. Pei Xiang scolded me! Haha. This week I'm having e-lesson due to my exams. I wonder, should I go visit them? Haha.

Haiz…it’s quite sian that during holiday, I didn’t manage to meet my friends. Outing with La they all keep cancelling because most of us have our own things to do. For the K2s, the outing was cancelled and I don’t know why. Arh…I guess I can only meet my friends out of random? Haha.

Arh….I’m still in holiday mood.

23.06.10 Life Is Great Though There Are Fights At Times

230610 Wednesday

Someone said that blogging is stupid and it makes me don’t feel like blogging. Another thing, I think my blog is super boring! Haha. Whatever....I will still blog. Haha.

Usual things on Wednesday. Haha. Now I’m going to focus on my exam pieces! Haha.

Yuan Shan went to the gym with me today. Haha. Ya…I need to exercise. Haha. Maybe it is not to cut down my weight but to maintain my weight? Haha. I still eat rubbish at night. Hehe.

Arh…I have been nagging at Yuan Shan a lot recently. Haha. I know I’m very bad for keep nagging at him, but it is for his own good! Hmm…well, he can don’t listen too. Haha. Anyway he enjoys people nagging =.= so....it is okay. Haha.

Another thing, I love to bully Yuan Shan! Haha. Emm….but it is his forfeit and he was the one who made the forfeit! Haha. We were playing Minesweeper Flags on msn on some day and he made a forfeit. Loser has to drink the drink that the winner made. Haha.

Yuan Shan lost wasn’t because he is not good at it. He lost simply because I’m super lucky! Haha. He lost to my luck. Hehe. Hmm….but I was kind enough to punish him for one forfeit and I minus away another forfeit because he would definitely suffer on the first forfeit. Haha.

The drink I made was seriously disgusting. Haha. Mixture of milk, mustard, carrot juice and lots of chilli! (The chilli is homemade and it is actually quite spicy.) Haha. He was stupid to add on sugar cane juice, m&n, condensed milk. Okay…maybe not stupid. Haha. He just likes sweet stuff. Haha.

I know it is disgusting because I tried it. Yes, I tried it because I was trying to help Yuan Shan. (But, I didn’t help much.) Haha. One mouth plus one sip is enough to make me unwell. Haha. I was super evil to force Yuan Shan to finish it. Yuan Shan actually vomited. Haha. Hmm…so he did not finish the drink. However, he had finish most of it. Haha.

Yes, I’m an evil girlfriend. Haha.

24.06.10

About today....hmmm...I will blog next time. Haha.

21.06.10 & 22.06.10

My blog is not dead yet! Haha.

Yesterday was a happy happy day. Haha.

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Today I’m supposed to go for gym. However, I didn’t go there in the end because I was too tired. Haha. Stephie came to my country club to study with me. Arh…I didn’t study at all. I was doing my projects and the slides are so messy!!! Anyway I almost lost my data because I pluck out my charger when the battery is not in my lap top. Haha. Lucky there is data recovery! Haha.

I had my dinner at ice cube. Haha. I haven’t been going there are quite awhile. Hmm…I actually miss the ice cream there…eeee….but not the say “cheese”! Haha.

Tomorrow I’m going to the gym! I need to exericise! I have gone fatter…. =/

Anyway I was shocked when M’s girlfriend adds me in the msn. I was interested that does she really knows who she was adding so I went to ask her. Haha. Apparently she doesn’t. Haha.

Conversation I had with Keith:
Me: M’s girlfriend adds me in msn. Haha.
Keith: hahahaha!
Me: I feel like asking her why she adds me. Haha.
Keith: Have a good chat with her ba :) haha.
Me: Hmm…I think I go talk to her. Haha. Later M just beside her. Haha.

I can’t really remember what we say, roughly like this:
Me: Do you know me?
M’s GF: Who are you?
Me: Is you add me de =.=
On another conversation with Keith: She don’t even know me and adds me =.= Arh…don’t talk to her le. Haha.)

M’s GF: Oh really?
M’s GF: intro?
(On another conversation with Keith: She even asked me to intro! Omg. Haha.)
(At that time I really find her very interesting. Haha. She doesn’t know me and she adds me. I was like super shocked)

Me: Yuan Xin 17
M’s GF: (she intro to me as the same format as I do)
Me: kk. Haha.
M’s GF: Am I add you just now?
(I think she is asking is she the one who add me just now. Haha.)

Me: Yup, just now you add me. Haha.
M’s GF: oo ;)
M’s GF: You know who am I?
Me: Haha. Yup yup.
M’s GF: You know???
Me: Haha. Yupyup. M’s GF. Haha.
M’s GF: How you know de? Hehe.
Me: Because I know ma..Haha. I’m smart.
M’s GF: Nice to know you :)
Me: Nice to know you too =)

I seriously find her very funny. Hmm…but I won’t initiate to talk to her in the future, because I don’t even talk to others! Haha.

Arh…I’m just interested whether she knows me or not that’s all. Haha. She is weird. Firstly she adds me in facebook without knowing me. After don’t know how many months she adds me in msn without knowing who she adds. Weird. Haha.

Okay nothing to blog about le!

Anyway I saw Yeow Boon at Ice Cube today. Yeow Boon, I don’t understand leh…Although it is a offer, it is still very expensive. $6 for waffle ice cream and a drink. Haha.

Needs

I have been neglecting my blog for quite awhile. =/

I need to control my expenses!!! Haiz….I don’t want to be like Keith =P It seems like most of the people in my clique are broke now. Haha. It’s like a virus spreading around. Haha.

Arh…I hate it when I know what I really want. Never mind, no one would understand. It’s a fighting within myself. Haha.

Whatever.

Anyway today is 小姐姐’s 21st birthday. Haha. So…we are going to watch movie with my parents and had a family dinner at Sushi Tei

17.06.10 Only one thing

I don't have motivation to do anything, including blogging.

The only motivation is...

13.06.10 - 15.06.10 Deep Deep Into

I’m feeling very upset now….Arh…whatever

Last few days were like a study day for me, although I did slack for most of the time. Anyway I enjoyed it.

Finally I get to shop with Stephie today. Hmm…okay, more of accompanying Stephie to buy presents. Haha. Stephie said that it seems like today all we did is eating. Haha.
Things we do:

Eat lunch -> Do pedicure and medicure -> Eat Frolick -> Watch Movie -> Buy stephie’s things –Eat dinner -> Walk around -> Eat ice cream.
Finish! Haiz…life is boring. Haha.

Tomorrow I’m going to study with Stephie and after that I would go for my piano lesson.

I’m suppose to meet Sheila they all for movie, but I think there is a miscommunication between La and me. La told me that the movie starts after my piano lesson. However, the latest news is the movie starts before my piano lesson. So I guess, I’m not going to watch movie with them. Hmm…well, never mind. Anyway I don’t have mood to watch movie. Haha.

12.06.10 It is inside me, not outside factors.

Today is totally not my day. I have no where to go. I felt like going off half way during the gathering because it was so disorganised. However, I have no where to go because I don’t want to go home.

Different values, different views, different perspective, different expectations.
Contradicting life.

11.06.10 Starting Of Holiday

I don’t feel like blogging. I don’t know why.

So I shall put it in point form:

1)School ends early today.
2)I went to AMK to check out the vaccinations with Clara.
3)I ate lunch with Clara at subway.
4)I ate ice cream with Clara after lunch.
5)Clara and I both donated a 2 dollar.
6)Clara felt that it is stupid to take a balloon to walk around so she gave me her $2 receipt.
7)I got a rose made from balloon for $4. And I super love it!
8)Yuan Shan came to my house to eat lunch.
9)I went to watch Karate Kid with Yuan Shun and his friends.
10)Karate Kid is a nice movie.
11)I went to PC show at Suntec after that.
12)I ate bread with Yuan Shan at Serangoon Centre.
13)I love donuts!
14)I find some people very scary and childish. Hmm…but I don’t think they mean any harm, so I’m fine with it.

The End!

08.06.10 - 10.06.10 Competition with time

I’m back to blog! Yes, I’m free! Haha. Tomorrow I only have 2 hours of lectures. Hehe.

08.06.10 Tuesday

Nothing much to talk about, I could only remember that Stephie came to visit me. Haha. But the main purpose is to meet Alphoneso (Al). I’m glad they have solved their problem. =D

Another thing is I’m starting another new module =/ SIAN! My holidays are gone due to it. More projects are coming. Sucks…

09.06.10 Wednesday

I can’t remember much things that happen too. I could only remember that Charn came to clash my lecture. Haha. Charn still wants to go poly even though she knows that lectures are boring! Haha. I don’t see any difference between poly and Jc actually. Haha. Arh...I don’t know about Jc, but I feel that poly is stress, especially when I’m in nursing. Haha.

My piano teacher is sick again. So we push the lesson to Saturday again. Haha.

I love Yuan Shan! Haha. I can’t believe I said this in my blog =.=

Anyway I went to meet Stephie for dinner. Haha. Okay…I failed. I ate a lot during the dinner. Fish & Co. ‘s Fish and chip. Haha. It is super fattening! It’s super oily la! However, I still finish it. Then I had a whole cheesecake for myself and Stephie only took one bite =.= Haiz….I’m fat. Haha. I had ice cream too! Haha. I love fattening stuff. YAY! Haha. Okay, I think I’m a little high.

Anyway after dinner I was walking around with Stephie. Haha. AMK Hub is boring! There is nothing to do there. I hope that the shopping mall at Serangoon Garden and Serangoon Central will open as soon as possible. Haha. I think I would go there more often thatn AMK Hub since it is nearer to my house. Hehe.

10.06.10 Thursday

Yuan Shan came to clash my lecture. Haha. It seems like people likes to clash my lecture huh? Haha.

I had my critical thinking presentation today! Haha.

I regret that I slack in this project.This time I didn’t follow any presentation format that I always do because I thought that this teacher would be like other teachers who don’t care about the slides format. In the end….Haiz….she cares…

I didn’t do enough preparation for this presentation too. And I didn’t bother to check thoroughly on my groupmates' slides because I was really tired from all the projects I have done for the past few weeks. Haiz…I don’t think we will get an A, but at least a B? I want As! Haha. Never mind it is over. Haha.

Anyway my critical thinking tutor said that I'm a good leader =D

I have things to update about. Haha. Firstly, there is pimples invasion! Haha. I’m growing a lot of pimples on my face =( I guess, I really don’t have enough sleep during these few weeks. Haha. Sian sian sian….

Secondly, my attachment is in Tan Tock Seng Hospital! I’m super super super happy because I think that I can learn more things in Tan Tock Seng since it is the busiest hospital.

Thirdly, I’m having three weeks of attachment in August. This means that I only have one week to study for my exams =/ It’s unfair when it is compared to others…

Fourthly, Nursing is a weird course. Guess I shall explain! Haha.

I have Foundation Of Nursing exam after this holiday which has a weightage of 50%, another 50% goes to the presentations. Same goes to Communication and Customer Service (the communication skills is different from what I learn in TP) and Critical Thinking.

After this holiday, I also have Human Bioscience written test and practical test, written test 35%, practical test 30%. The other 35% is semestral exam. For Nursing lab, I have written test too and it is 30% the other 70% is on practical which I failed one of them. I guess I won’t get A anymore. Sigh…

Psychology is the only normal subject, 40% on project, 60% on semestral exam.

So…now I can say that I only left two exams after the August holiday! I only left Pyschology and Human Bioscience! Yay! However, I still have to start my revision early.

On the other end, I have 6 test after this holiday =/ and I don't think I have enough time to revise.

Fifthly, my holiday is going to be occupied.
1) I need to go for vaccination. 4 jabs! =/
2) I need to go dental before my next appointment because the metal is poking me and sometimes my gum bleed because of that.
3) I need to do my two projects that need to hand up after holiday.
4) I need to go for Can Project for Rotaract Club.
5) I need to help NR1001 to open a blog.
6) There is SU gathering and I'm still need to sent mass emails to the group 2 people for the gathering information.
7) I'm going to 4E1 gathering.
7) I’m going shopping with Stephie.
8) I’m going out with SGS clique.
9) I’m going out with Jia Jie/ with his clique.
10) I’m going to meet bear.
11) I wish K2s will open chalet, so I can go….
12) I’m going to study!!!!!!!!! This is the most important thing! And I think I want to study over-night! Hehe. I hope my parents allow it.

Okay, I think that’s all? Sian, sian, sian, if I go out I will definitely spend a day! Sucks….I feel that I’m running out of time. Anyway I’m going to start the project soon!

Another thing, I got my nursing kit le! Haha. Now I have Sphygmomanometer (the blood pressure machine), Stethoscope (the one that the doctor used to listen to heartbeat) and other stuff! And these things are so so so cool! Haha.

End of story! Haha.

I shall blog on friday? Tomorrow I have presentations! Anyway my 2 weeks of holidays are gone! Shit!

And and during the August holiday, I have three weeks of attachment in TTS! So I only left 1 week to study. It's so unfair compare to others! Haha.

06.06.10 & 07.06.10

060610 Sunday

I went to 惠安公会 with my family and Yuan Shan to “celebrate” festival.
I regret eating the Nonya dumpling! Haha. I don’t like the fillings inside. Haha. We have to entertain ourselves for a few hours before we went for dragon boating. Haha. Their organization is so poor la...

Hmm…there is nothing much to talk about. Haha.

Dragon boating was fun. I don’t mind going there again. Hmm…but of course, I’m not those hardcore dragon boaters neither do I a dragon boater. I just want to have fun there. Haha.

I’m supposed to meet Stephie for dinner. However, I didn’t go her house in the end because of something. Haha. So…I just walk around at J8 with Yuan Shan.

Arh…I don’t know what to talk about le. Haha.

070610 Monday

Monday morning I have my nursing lab practical. I failed one of it! I passed my vital signs but I failed my nasogastric tube feeding =/ The examiner said that it was a pity because I did well for other parts, it is just that I didn’t place the patient at the correct position. Yup, I actually endangered the patient’s life when I never position him or her at the right position, so I failed. Hmm…and now, I’m going to have a retest after the holidays. I must pass it! Or else I can’t go for attachment!

Everything will be different if I didn’t come to NYP. I’m glad that I’m here. Haha.

Anyway, Yuan Shan was right. There will be up and down in life. Haha. Hmm….and so far everything goes on smoothly. Haha. Emm…if there is anything that happen I hope and both Yuan Shan and I can solve it together. Haha. By the way, now I take problems as a challenge so….I hope that I can stay positive throughout the years. Haha. Problems will help me to grow up ^^

I don’t know since when, I start pitying someone I shouldn’t pity of. I don’t know when and why, I start to feel sad for that person. Hmm…well, it’s not good to KPO so…yup. Haha. I don’t know what to say. Haha.

Anyway I slept at 330a.m in the morning. My friends have been saying me and comment that I look like gloomy when I’m tired. Haha. So…yup…I’m feeling very tried right now, and I can’t think of anything to blog about so…Tata~

I'm busy, I shall blog another day.

02.06.10 to 05.06.10

Hello folks! I’m finally back! I won’t let my blog die. Haha. I love my blog! Hehe.

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Wednesday’s lesson is boring. Haha.

I didn’t go for piano lesson after school because I have clinical training. Haha. It is about the things we have to take note during attachment and so on.
If anyone ever says that nursing is an easy job or nursing is easy to study, I’m going to smack that person! Haha. Nursing has so much rules and regulations to follow! Haha. Arh…Whatever it is, I still love nursing. Haha.

I seriously think I’m going to fail my nursing practical!

Scenario:
Yuan Xin is preparing for the equipment and everything was fine.
She has to access and explain the process to the dummy patient and she did everything correctly.

Yuan Xin: Mr ____ I have to lift up your shirt to listen to your bowel sound. I hope you don’t mind. (The patient is unconscious, however we still have to talk to them)

To Clara’s horror, Yuan Xin is going to lift up the patient’s clothes without closing the curtain.

Clara: Yuan Xin! You forget to close the curtain.
Yuan Xin: Oh, sorry sorry!
Yuan Xin went to close the curtain.
Salmon: Yuan Xin! You left your equipments outside!
Yuan Xin: Omg! *run out to take the equipments*

Clara couldn’t stop laughing and she laugh until she feels pain in her stomach.

Everything was fine after that until Yuan Xin have to feed the patient through a tube. She forgets to use the napkin, even though she did collect all the equipment she needs. See! How blur she is.

Lucky, Clara reminded her, because Yuan Xin actually spilled the “food” on the patient’s clothes. ( Anyway, spilling of food is also a no no in practical)

Yuan Xin even thought that she never collect some equipment when she already have collected it.

I did a lot of comical stuff during the lab 就对了。 I’m scared that I will fail my lab! Haha.

I went to meet Bear in the late noon for early dinner. Haha. My stomach almost burst again. Haha. I can feel that I actually overstretch my stomach. Haha. My stomach hurts at that moment. Haha.

I love cheesecake! Hehe.

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Thursdays morning lecture is fun, but after that the lesson is boring and scary! Haha.

There is a teacher (critical thinking lecturer) who specially likes to catch people for wearing slipper. Well, my footwear is counted as slipper because there is no strap at the back. Haha. Syahirah and I keep running away from the teacher because she is really fierce! Haha. Some of my classmates already got warning letter. Haha

To my surprise, my foundation of nursing’s tutorial teacher catches students who wear slipper too. Haha. So…for the whole tutorial I’m scared of being caught by her. Haha.

Anyway, I hate the critical thinking lecturer. For my tutorial teacher, I’m still fine with her, but I feel that she is not approachable. Haha.

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For Friday, there is only one thing I would like to talk about. Haha. My Communication skills and customers service tutorial said that my group project’s PowerPoint slides are perfect! Haha. However, she can’t give us distinction because our presentation is boring, which I agreed. My group mates just can’t stop relying on cue cards. (Next time I must train them. Haha.) Haha. So…there is no distinction! Haha. Never mind. Haha.

Anyway I’m very happy when the teacher said that our slides are perfect. Hehe.

Firstly, I do the entire introduction and conclusion slides all by myself. Secondly, for the three concepts, I did one of the concepts. Thirdly, I help to add on and teach my group mates how to do the other two concepts and I was the one that check if there is anything wrong with the slides. Wahahaha, I’m smart right? Hehe.

Haiz…I a little disappointed with the two China students. They keep forgetting their dialogue when the dialogue is so short. Seriously, it is really short. Very short. Well, it is over. So forget about it. Haha.

For one reason I love two of my group mates. They would always approach me if they don’t understand the content and so on. I just don’t like those people who didn’t understand anything and act as if they understand or they simply don’t care. It will give the other group mates a lot of problems if they don’t understand. Hmmm...I think things will get better.

Wahaha. For another reason I think I’m smart. Whenever Yuan Shan gave me some clue, I’m able to guess it. Hehe. I’m smart I’m smart =P

Anyway Yuan Shan gave me something and I love it! Hehe. I love it is not because of the object itself, but is the meaning behind it. Haha. I love things for meaning de okay! Haha.

Another thing, I didn’t know that Yuan Shan can be tempted by ice cream. Haha. Or should I say sweet stuff? I just find it weird for guys to got tempt by ice cream! Haha.

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Saturday! I had my piano lesson because I can’t go for lesson on Wednesday. Haha. Ket (piano teacher) said that I’m very inconsistent. Haha. This week I can play well and next week I can play like I just learn the song. Haha. Well, I think partially it is because of my finger nails. Haha. I shall make a habit to cut my finger nails!

I went to Yuan Shan’s house after that. I forget what I do there le. Anyway Yuan Shan cooked for me because I’m hungry. He keep saying his cooking is nice. Haha. But I felt that it is the sauce that I made make the noodles nice. Haha. Whatever! Haha.

THE END!

TATA~

Hey folks! I know my blog seems dead. However, it is not. I still try to blog as soon as possible okay?

I would blog tommorrow if I'm free in the night.

I’m finally free to blog, simply because I can’t get into the e-learning website. Haha.

30.05.10

Hmm…Sunday wasn’t a day for me I guess? Haha. Firstly, I’m having headache for no reason. Secondly, I’m having stomach pain because I was continuously eating for the whole day. Haha. I only got better when I went out for a walk at the end of the day. Haha.

31.05.10

School school school, I don’t love school. Haha. There is nothing much to talk about for Monday lesson. Hmm…our nursing lab practical has started and guess what? Out of four people, only one person passed. Haiz…This is ridiculous. I think I’m going to fail…

Oh another thing. During my test, there is one person who keep shaking his leg and it seriously affect me because the whole LT chair is shaking! Haha. I keep telling myself to bare with it. However, after 50 minutes I couldn’t bare with it anymore. Haha. I actually told him to stop shaking his leg >.<

Me: *paiseh look* Erm….sorry, but can you please stop shaking your leg? (I felt sorry because I disturbed him from shaking his leg. But when I come to think of it, I don’t understand why I say sorry =.=)

The guy: *paiseh look* Okay…sorry…

Me: *paiseh look*

I think he really felt embarrass about it. And I don’t’ know why I felt embarrassed when I asked him to stop shaking his leg. Haha.

Anyway continue the story. Haha. After 2 to 5 minutes he starts to shake his leg again. Haha. For another 10 to 15 minutes his leg shaking keeps turn on and off. I think it on when he is feeling relax and it is off when he remembered my words. Haha. End of Story!

Stephie came to meet me in the evening. I have two updates from her. Emm….or I should say one? Since one of it, I already guessed it correctly before she even told me. Haha.

Another update was so shocking! I can’t believe that he actually thought that he and Stephie are possible. Haha. I can only say that from the beginning it is already impossible. He is already at the black listed from the beginning. Haha. Emm….I think no one would understand what I’m talking about. Arh…whatever. Haha.

I had frolick with Stephie!!! Hehe. Emm…I think eating yogurt is okay, but I ate two Mars chocolate ice cream at her house! I’m a fat pig. Haha.
I thought that my insomnia is cured. Haha. Yuan Shan said that it is because his singing saved me =.= Hmm….I think it is because I wasn’t disturb by any of my project because I felt that I’m able to control it, until Monday when ZJ sent a email to me. Arh…I seriously don’t like her. Haiz…

01.06.10

Today is the first day of this month. I still have memories of M. Hmm….but I’m feeling better le. I’m happy with my life =D

Yuan Shan came to clash my lecture today. Hehe. I know my lecturer is interesting. Haha. She is so cute with her words. Haha.

I love today’s biology lab too! Haha. Lalalala, bio lab lesson is fun, though the second lesson actually upset me. Haha.

I have been eating chocolates, ice-cream and other junk food every day. I’m going to stop this nonsense and I’m going to exercise! Haha. Well, I hope I REALLY exercise. Haha. Emm..but I will still eat junk food once in a while. Maybe once a week? =X Hehe. Tomorrow will be the last day of eating junk food!

Yuan Xin stop being lazy!

Tata~ I’m going to try to get into the e-learning website again. Haha.

Sorry I haven't been blogging. I shall blog when I'm free.

30.05.10

Yuan Shan is weird. Seriously weird. I have too many examples to say. Haha.

I give my facebook for Bear to play. Haha. Now without knowing I have more friends and more games applications in my facebook. Haha. Anyway Bear did tell me about this before I give him my account to play. Haha. Hmmm…it doesn’t matter much since I only use facebook to talk to my friends. Haha. I just find it funny when I receive notice that who who who has accept your friend request. Haha.

In the morning, my dad kept calling me xin xin. It sounds so funny. Xin xin here and there. Stephie and my sister sometimes do call me xin xin, but most of the time is by writing instead of verbalizing. Haha. Of course, there are times that they verbalize to call me xin xin. However, my daddy is keep calling here and there. Haha.

Singapore is so so so small! I just realized one of my SU group 2 friends, Shawn Yap, is my primary school classmate, Kah Yong’s friend. Haha. Cool right? There are a lot of this type of scenario that happen in my life anyway. Haha. I just find it amazing X)

I have nothing to blog about le!

Anyway I must start to exercise! Haha.

28.05.10 & 29.05.10 Night Life Genes

I spent my holiday dancing with my SU friends. Haha. I think I love my SU friends more than my classmates =X

I had so much fun with the SU people. It’s fun to be with them because they are friendly =D It seems like I’m more close to the SU people than my classmates that are in SU. Haha. Weird huh? Well, never mind. Things will get better.

Shine flashmobbers! Haha. Yup, today we had flashmob at the resort world for the shine award. Haha. Terrance said that we did well =D Hehe. I’m so happy! Haha. We are going to have another flashmob event again. However, we are not allowed to say it. Haha. So…yup, I can’t say it here. Haha.

It’s so difficult to go home early. Haha. I still like to go home late. Hmm…but it doesn’t link with family or anything. I’m having a good relationship with my family. It is not because I don’t want to go home, but because I wanted to stay out late even when I’m alone. Haha. I’m weird X) Aiya, it's in my genes. Haha.

I'm freaking tired.

27.05.10

I don't know why I don't have the mood to blog when I'm feeling happy today. Well, I only felt happy after school ends. When I clash Yuan Shan's lecture and when I'm with my SU friends. Haha.

However, I still don't have the mood to blog! Arh…but I will blog.

Anyway, thank you Yuan Shan for fetching me from school after my SU event. Haha.

Yay! Hong Rui, my cousin, is joining SU group 2, which is my group! Super happy!

I felt happy that Hong Rui and I have many common friends in NYP. Haha. Hmm…but because of this I have no secrets. Haha. I believed Yong Seng (SU friend) told Hong Rui that I have a boyfriend. Haha. And Hong Rui was angry with me for not telling him! Haha. Hmmm….anyway I still enjoy having common friends no matter is with my cousin or my other friends. Haha.

Oh another thing, I didn’t expect to see Hong Wen at Serangoon Garden and I didn’t expect to hear that M is around there too. Haha. It has been a long time ever since I last talk to M. Hmmm…hope he is doing fine~

26.05.10 Little devil inside me

Lala, I still find it hard to trust myself. Haha. I don’t know why I trust people so easily but I still can’t trust myself. And I realized I stop trusting some things. Haha. The angel and devil is fighting inside me. Hmm…but I’m not going to elaborate it here. Haha. Anyway life will get better =D

I had dinner with Stephie and Yuan Shan. Finally after a month I get to see Stephie again. Haha. I received a lot of gifts today. Haha.

Well, some people =P gave me some things that he is useless to him. Haha. Hmm…and Stephie actually made a good used of it. Haha.

Oh oh, and Stephie gave me 2 pair of ear rings that she bought from Japan =D (she keeps forget to pass it to me.).

Ah…I receive a top from Stephie today. Yuan Shan finally understand how it is like to go shopping with Stephie. Haha. I’m her model! Haha. When she thinks it look nice on me she would ask me to buy it. Hmm…normally I would buy it but today I didn’t because I have been spending a lot. So in the end Stephie bought it for me =.= Haiz…I love to receive gifts but at the same time I don’t like people to spend money on me.

I had my dessert at Ice Cube. Haha. Okay, I will never crave for Ice Cube strawberry cheese cake ice cream. It doesn’t taste as nice as before. Haha. Hmm…but there is something I still want to try. Haha.

Anyway I was shocked when I saw Adele and Joshua there. Idiot Adele, her holiday has started. Haha. Irritating sia…

I think Stephie is irritated by Yuan Shan because he is simply too quiet! Haha. Another thing, it is quite funny when Helen Jie Jie came to fetch Stephie home. Haha. Yuan Shan simply find it difficult to call her Jie Jie because he felt that it is disrespectful. Haha. Well, I felt that disrespectful or not depend on that person. So…I don’t think it is not disrespectful to call Stephie’s mum Helen Jie Jie, but it is definitely disrespectful to call my other friend’s parents Jie Jie or Gor Gor. Haha.

End of story!

Tata~

Arh…I still have projects to do.

I miss my other friends too!

25.05.10 Superwoman still in action

In the end, I come here to blog because I have finished part of my second project. Haha.

One project is finally down! Teacher said that our presentation is good and she asked other groups to learn from us =D I’m so happy!

Anyway I felt so sorry for YJ because I do the questions for her and I did it wrongly and I didn’t have the time to amend it because of my dance. Lucky, she is willing to do it again and didn’t blame me. Haha. I felt bad that I told her that her slides are wrong when the slides that I helped her to do are wrong too. Arh…at least I never throw any temper to her. I must 自我安慰to make myself feel better. Haha.

For ZJ, she did do part of her work in the end and I’m fine with it. Hmm…but I didn’t have a good impression of her because I felt that she is not willing to do some stuff.

I felt a little upset that helped ZJ to do part of her work but all credits are given to her. I felt a little upset when Kenie said that ZJ did well, but I keep complaining about her. Well, never mind. At least my group members know my efforts.

It is so stupid.

The happening for YJ:
1.YJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I help her do.
3.My slides are wrong
4.YJ did it again.
5.Her slides are correct.

The happening for ZJ:
1.ZJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I ask her to redo
3.It’s still wrong.
4.I help her do.
5.I asked her to add on.
6.Part of it is still wrong, but some of them are correct. =D

For both YJ and ZJ, I should have skip step 2 and 3 right?

Arh…anyway I still want to change group even if the teacher said that we did well. I don’t want to feel so stress anymore.

There is some part of my class that I don’t like and it makes me miss K2 even more. I actually cried because I miss K2. Syahirah asked me if I ever regret coming to NYP. Well, I said the same thing again: “I never regret. I’m still learning what I want to learn, it is just that there are things that upset me.” I guess I’m too greedy. I wanted my class to be like K2 and because it wasn’t I was upset with it. Arh…but things will get better right?

Another thing I wanted to talk about it my dance! Yay! Although it is very tiring, I still love it. Although I always reached home at midnight due to the dance practice, I still love it.Haha. Sometimes it makes me so tired that I have to keep pausing while I’m walking home, but there is always some fulfillment inside me. Hmmm…but I felt sorry for Yuan Shan. Haha. Yuan Shan always have to wait for me for an hour or more because my dance always ends later than it should be. Yuan Shan is very nice right? Haha. Er….but I don’t know why he wanted to fetch me home. Haha. Anyway I appreciate it. Haha.

I still have two more projects need to be done before my holiday.

I have been a superwoman for three weeks. Three weeks of inadequate sleep didn’t kill me. Arh…but I wished that I hope I won’t get insomnia again. I don’t want to collapse. Haha. Now I find it really really difficult to sleep at night.

I won't be able to blog for these few days. I would blog when I'm free.

Superwoman

I felt that I have been a superwoman for the past two weeks. Haha. I have been sleeping late and waking up early. Haha. I definitely didn’t get enough sleep. Haha.
Anyway I didn’t blog on Friday because I came home really late and it is impossible for me to blog. Haha. I wake up at 2 in the noon! Haha. Anyway I’m not a pig okay….you would only understand why I say this if you know about something. Haha.

Another thing, my sister 21st birthday is coming soon. I don’t think she would open a party like my other siblings. Haha. (Need to thing of something to give her! Arh!!!)

Well, I thought that I would do the same thing as 小姐姐. I don’t want to open a party because I felt that it is troublesome. Haha. Anyway it is quite funny that when I replied: “谁是大哥?” when my father said: “叫大哥帮你安排.” Actually he means my brother. Haha. It is just that I not use to people calling my brother, big brother because I don’t call my brother big, brother, since I only have one brother. Haha.

Well, if my brother really helps me I don’t mind opening a party. However, when my sister names all the people that I’m going to invite, I felt that I’m not going to open a party. Haha. I think my house would be over-crowded if I ever invite all of them. Haha. Anyway I think best is just eat with the family. And for friends…hmm…it is their efforts for them to ask me out =P Haha. I’m simply just too lazy to organize things. =P

Anyway it is still long. Many things could happen in 3 years. Haha.

22.05.10 Stress

Project is seriously killing me. I don’t know why I have to do so much work. For some particular project, I’m doing three person jobs.

There was one night that I stay up really late to do ZJ & YJ slides because I was worried that they would do it wrongly again. I was praying hard that we won’t have to use the backup plan. I thought it would be alright since they two are doing one person’s job, but it wasn’t. In the end, they may still need to use my slides. I rather they don’t use the slides that I do even though I stay up late just for it. The presentation will be better if they present their own slides instead of other people slides. Yup, because you will have a better understanding of your own work than other people work. I guess I have to explain my slides to them so they will have a better understanding.

Seriously, sometimes I thought of marking them down if there is any peer evaluation. I know they two did put in effort, but the quality of the work is really poor. I can’t be like someone who said that he wants to help all his group members to score “A”s. I felt that it is unfair to me and my other group members if we all get the same grade when both of them contribution is so little. Well, I won’t denied the efforts they have made, but for the quality of the work. I’m sorry.

Both Syahirah and Salman’s slides are closing link together so they have to do together. Syahirah actually felt guilty when Salman does most of the work. I’m just wondering does ZJ and YG felt guilty when most of their work (or maybe I should say all their work) is done by me.

I don’t mind doing the introduction and conclusion for the group because most of them didn’t finish their work, but I do mind that I’m doing other people’s job.

I will update when I'm free. I'm quite busy recently.

20.05.10 A day to enjoy

I think my soul wasn’t with me for the whole day. Haha. I keep bumping to things. I keep daydreaming. I even take the wrong train. Haha.

I went Uniqlo with my sister today! Arh…heart pain. Haha. I spent $70 on three tops. Haha. Worst of all, the clothes I bought there are offering now. Haha.

To the thrifty kids they will think that I spend a lot. To the rich kids like STEPHIE probably thinks that it is ok. Haha.

Well, Stephie doesn’t read my blog so…she doesn’t know that I’m talking bad about her =P Haha. I still can’t believe that she spend a three digit number that costs more than half of my pocket money on a dress. Haha. Hmm…I guess there is a priority for her spring dance and I do admit that it is the best dress I ever seen Stephie wore. Haha.

I’m going to save money! Haha. I’m going to overspend again….Haiz….I’m not going to say how much I have spent =X Haha.

I ate Haagen Daz with my sister just now. Haha. I’m super indecisive when it comes to food because I like everything! Haha. I was in the heaven while I’m eating the ice cream. Haha. I love their coffee flavour, I love their chocolate midnight cookie, and I love their strawberry cheesecake flavour. I simply love their ice cream! Haha.

Yay, it has reduced my craving for strawberry cheesecake ice cream from Ice Cube. I have been craving for that since last year, but I just never go there. Haha.

I realized my clique people like to make fun of me when I’m with Yuan Shan. They would either say “so sweet~” or “enjoy your date~” when they saw me and him together. They always use those expression (I don’t know how to say) to disturb me when he sent me for classes. Haha. So irritating. Haha. Even small little details they would also try to disturb me. =.=

Hmm…I guess most of my class people know that we are together? Anyway there is nothing to hide. His family also knows that we are together. Haha.

End of story

I’m going to do my project. Tata~

18.05.10 to 19.05.10 Projects buried me alive

I’m going to change the way I blog. I’m not going to blog about all the things I do every day because it’s simply just too boring! Haha.

I have a project that is link to insomnia and guess what? I’m having insomnia because of all the projects.

I almost faint when I saw the power point slides that two of my group members made. None of the content is right, everything is out of point, which means that have to re-do it. Ah…but I’m going to have a backup plan. I’m going to help them do in case they made some mistakes again.

Hmm…at least I’m glad that my tone was okay when I’m telling them about their problems. I thought I would sound impatient or fed up. Haha. I wasn’t =D

I’m also quite upset when the whole group said that I’m wrong when I’m correct. They did change my mind set, I thought I’m really wrong because everyone said that. In the end, I was proven right.

Because of the power point slides I’m waiting for next semester. I know I’m very bad for this. I wanted to change group because I find some people are slowing down the group progress. No matter how much we explain to them, they just can’t get it. Even when they get it, the things they do are totally opposite of the things they said.

Another thing is my group isn’t close at all. Maybe it is because of the language barrier. Maybe it is because we have our own clique. I don’t know. I know we should improve our relationship between each other.To work well in a group you need team work and I know that. However, things aren’t as easy as we thought. There is a language barrier between the Malays and China people.

I have a thought of grouping with my clique people, although there are people who are lazy and difficult to work with. Well, you just have to give the lazy people some stress. I find it hard to work with people who always want things to go in their way and worst is that they would scold you if you don’t go their way. I know I have different views as her. I’m someone who will go chillax and she is a hard core person. Hmm…but I guess we can compromise? At least she is hardworking =D

Arh…I’m talking about things that will happen after 5 months. It’s still long. Hmm…now I shall just focus on the present instead thinking about the future. Haha. No one knows the future =D

19.05.10 Past Memories

Yuan Shan was telling me about how close his class was. Hmm…I’m jealous. Haha. My nursing classmates are not bonded together. Well, we are going to have class outing during the holidays. I hope that everyone will try their best to go for the gathering. I do believe that bonding needs two or more people’s effort. If another party isn’t willing to bond with you, no matter how hard you try, there is no way this relationship will works. I hope our class will be bond together As what I always say, bonding is important for nurse.

I felt that there are some people in SU group 2 are not really willing to bond with the group. I sent e-mail to everyone about the gathering and only some of them replied. I even told them to reply even if they don’t want to go, at least I know they have received. Well, now I just assume that some of them haven’t checked their mail or they never received. So I guess I will send it to everyone again.

I’m starting to miss K2s I miss the time when we always go IKEA to play and eat. I miss the picnics at Marina Barrage. I miss those small outings that we have during our free time. I miss our class squeezing into the lift. I miss the time when 11 to 12 people squeezing in an 8 people lift.I miss the time when we misbehave in the lecture hall. I miss the sweets throwing. I miss those bonding. Although there are different groups in our class, there are interrelationships between the groups unlike my nursing class.

I miss my SGS clique too. I miss the time when we always hang out together after school. Walking around pet shops, walking at pasa malam, going to Lala’s house. I miss the time when we go out together. I miss going out with Stephie and talking about how many 帅哥 we have seen in the day. I miss going to Stephie’s house to slack. I miss her asking me to try on clothes. I miss everything about my sgs clique…

Maybe I was upset in the evening because I’m miss K2 and SGS clique? Hmm…but I’m okay after awhile. I guess helping people really brighten up my day. =D And thanks to Yuan Shan’s sms. Haha. Sometimes his sms really make me laugh. Sometimes I just find him funny. Haha.

I will blog tomorrow.

17.05.10 Long day

One thing bad about being busy is I don’t have time to help my friends =/

I'm still down with flu =/

I had my morning lesson as usual. Haha. Nursing lab is so so fun! Mr Glan (I’m still not sure of his name) can make fun of everything. Haha. He told us about the scenario that happen in A&E. Someone who get drunk get violence and need 8 people to pin him down. Someone who get drunk, starts stripping herself.

He even told us story about IMH. A nurse pin a patient down in 3 seconds when he tried to punch her. A patient who needs 20 people to pin him down when he get crazy. Haha.

I felt that it is so cool! Anyway I wanted to work in A&E before I know about this. However, now I'm scared that one day I would get killed by the patient. For nurses that work in IMH, they undergo self defense training. Haha.

I hope that Mr Glan will stay with us. He is a relief teacher =/

The canteens are always full of people during the 12 o clock break. Clara and I went to AMK hub to eat. The rest of the clique has their group meeting. Haha.

I ate Toast Box's Mee Siam. Very delicious. Haha. I think it was the first time I ever eat Mee Siam. Haha.

We spend a lot of time in Art Box. Haha. I love Art Box things! It’s so cute! Haha. I love their jacket! Haha. Okay, I love everything from there. Haha.

Young generation things are interesting and something are cute because there is teddy bear! Hmm…but I call it Me To You Bear. Haha.

Clara and I went to NTUC to walk walk. Haha. All we talk about is food and we got very excited over it. Haha. Clara is a food person when she becomes stress. Haha. Normally, she is a anti-food person. Haha.

There is a ice cream shop at the basement! Haha. It reminds me of private ice cream shop. I shall go and try it one day! Hehe. I love ice cream! Haha.

Oh, and I ate Bo Lo Bao after that. I think there is a hole in my stomach X)

I went back school for my 3 hours of stupid lecture. Haha. It’s stupid because the LT doesn’t have signal =P I can’t sms. I can’t connect to the internet and I need it! I have to get my tutorial notes from the internet. O ya, we have mass tutorial in the LT. Haha.

I met a rude adult during the lecture! Arh…I don’t know what is wrong with her. Anyway she is some china woman. Ar...I’m not being bias okay? It just happens that she is a china woman. Haha. No offence to anyone. Haha. Hmmm…forgive and forget. Haha. Anyway I can’t even remember her face or anything about her except she is a china woman. Haha.

Yuan Shan accompanied me to have my dinner and accompany me to wait for the bus to come. Haha. Yeah, he is nice. Hehe.

Yup, I went to People Association to practice the flashmob dance again. Haha. This time there is more people from group 2. Last week we only have 3 people including me and this time we have 6 people =D Finally it is not an odd number. Today was so tiring, more tiring than last week! Hmm…but it is always fun to me. Haha. Sadly, cole said that it is boring =/ I hope he will come for next session…

There was a super fierce girl in flashmob! I shall call her pink hairband girl. I think she was angry with her friend. She said something like this: “You all always want me to stand in front, F*** You la!” Scary okay!!!! I’m damn scared when I’m standing beside her. Her face was super super black. Haha. Anyway her friend doesn’t know what happen to her. Haha.

Ironically, when I’m going home I saw pink hairband girl again and this time was her friend’s face was black. And guess what? I think they don’t know why she was angry. Haha. Weird group of friends. Haha.

Today we end at 10. Haha. Yuan Shan came to fetch me =D Haha. But he went there to bully me =( He simply enjoy bullying me after he knows my weak point. Yuan Shan, 你是个猪! Haha.

Tomorrow I have to wake up early for my dental! Arh…and I still have a lot of things to catch up!

16.05.10

I just had my bath. Haha.

Hmm…there are nothing much to update about. What I did there was just studying and playing. Haha. I actually fell asleep because I was too tired. I think I won’t have wake up if Yuan Shan didn’t wake me up. Haha.

Yuan Shan bully me! He found my weak point without knowing and I actually don’t know that I have a weak point! He simply kept making me after he knows my weak point. Haha.

Hmm…I had my dinner at his house. I don’t know whether if his parents know we are together. Haha. Well, it doesn’t matter anyway. Haha. Arh…but I always feel very embarrass when I eat with them. Hmm…it’s my character la…I can’t even remember I use how long to get use to eating with Stephie’s parents. Haha.

I finally know my limit. 1 week of inadequate sleep can kills me. Haha. Arh…tomorrow I won’t have enough sleep again…Tomorrow I have dance rehearsal again. Although I have no school on Tuesday due to E-learning day, I have to wake up early for my dental appointment and it is slightly earlier than my normal school day. Haiz…never mind. Haha.

Stessen wanted to play badminton during one of the weekend. Charn Charn, you want to come? Haha. Emmm…but I don’t know when, where and I don’t know the timing too. Haha. Lala knows the details I guess. Haha.

16.05.10

I didn’t really have enough sleep again. I was on bed at 12 but I slept at 2. Haha.
Good news! My mum, my daddy, 小姐姐 have lost some weight. Haha. Hmm…I should give my daddy some applause. Haha. Dad is fat and now he is slimming down! Haha.

Anyway, I had my breakfast with my family today. My sister said that she miss the Malay food at Serangoon Garden. Haha.

Now my parents know about the relationship between Yuan Shan and I. 他们早就怀疑我了, just that they are waiting for me to say it. Ah, but I never told them. I just tell my mum that I’m going to his house to study then after that I will be having dinner at his house. Haha. My mum turns a little naggy after that. Haha.

Anyway currently I’m at Yuan Shan’s house studying. Arh…see I so obedient. I’m studying! I shall blog later.

15.04.10

I didn’t have enough sleep again. I slept at 3 and I woke up at 8…My Awesome Friend is right, if I continue like this, I will breakdown one day. I hope I can get back my beauty sleep! Haha.

I had Rotaract orientation today. Of course, we played ice breaker games again. Haha. Hmm…the ice breaker games are actually quite unique. It is not the normal boring ice breaker games we always play. Haha. During ice breaker game, I actually realized something about myself. Hmm…but I’m not going to say it. Wahahaha.

We had our refreshment after that. Haiz…today is a fattening day. Later you would know why. Haha.

Oh, we had amazing race after our lunch. It was so tiring! We run up and down, North to South, South to North. It was simply too tiring even though there is only 5 stations. Haha. However, we are the first team who finished it. Haha.

Rotaract is actually a service club. We do services =D This is the reason why I join Rotaract. Haha.

After the orientation, I went to Little India for eyebrow threading. Yuan Shan insisted to go with me. He is weird la! Anyway, he was laughing away after the eyebrow threading because of my expression.

I went to Simei to take my phone back. Guess what? The problem is not solved! There is double image when I got home again. SUCKS! Haiz…forget it…Haha.
Yuan Shan went to his grandma’s house and I went to meet Bear for dinner at Pasta de Waraku =D I love there! Kiki.

I know a lot of updates about SGS through Bear. Ever since the new principal comes, a lot of things have been changed. Now, the principal want to take out POA & D&T and there will be more classes taking A math. Maybe, some of the normal stream people would take A math too. You see…my secondary school reputation isn’t good, so the principal is trying to change it.

Okay, POA and D&T are known as the easy subject. No offence to the people who takes these subjects. Anyway I don’t have any comments about that, I didn’t take POA or D&T. Of course, I know that those people who are in better school would say that these subjects are easy subject, but you can’t judge it if you didn’t take it.

Bear said that I’m a pig…Arh…I simply eat too much during the dinner. Haha. I ate one main course, one side dish two desserts. Two expression: X) and =X Haha. Hehe. I admit that I’m a pig. Haha.

As usual, I fell asleep after the dinner. Haha.

Anyway, yup, I’m attached to Yuan Shan. My sister was asking me that when would I post about it in my blog and yup, today I’m going to post about it.

I know that I moved on very quickly, but I’m actually happy about it. Hmm…maybe it is because I become a better person? I started to appreciate myself. I started to appreciate things and people around me. Although there are times I’m still late home, my relationship between my family and I has get better.

For this relationship, I’m not going to think too much about the future. I’m not going to think about how long this relationship will last. (Of course, I hope this will be my last relationship.) I’m not going to thinking about the negative things that split us. I’m going to stay positive. I’m going to take things easily. I don’t want to stress myself like what I did for my previous relationship. Yes, future is important, but present is more important. I’m just going to appreciate what I have now. Of course, there are times that I still think about the future. However, I won’t let myself worried about the future ever again. My future will be great if my present is great =D Haha.

Anyway I don’t know would Yuan Cheong read my blog, but I’m just going to say this: Yuan Cheong! Although I’m attached now, you must still date me out ok?
Same goes to Charn, don’t always assume that I’m busy. Ask! Don’t assume. =D haha.

Arh…I really need to manage my time properly. Time for my family, time for my friends, time for my boyfriend, time for my CCAs, time for my piano lesson and most importantly, time for my school work! Arh!!! Yuan Xin needs to learn how to manage her time properly!

I believed that M (yes, I would stop calling him SG) would be happy if he ever know this. He would stop feeling bad if he ever felt bad. He won’t be worried about me if he ever felt worried. Same goes to my other friends, stop worrying about me =)

Anyway I shall go to sleep. I’m tired.

I will get a chance to blog about the lizard that I said in the previous post. (All the my previous posts were deleted)

14.05.10 Busy Life

14.05.10 Friday

I didn’t’ sleep well last night. Although I went to sleep at 1030p.m, I slept around 1a.m. My mind is filled with projects and I can’t probably sleep when my mind is still so active. Haha.

I slept in lectures again. I have the best sleep ever! Gayatri is so nice to lie on. It seems like I’m sleeping on the bed. Haha. I actually lie on Gayatri’s arm. Haha.

Kaijat (I don’t know how to spell) and Salman were so bad! They cheat Clara and I! We are suppose to watch one video for our tutorial, so the guys went to borrow the CD. In the end, they actually borrowed movies because we can actually watch the tutorial video in NYP e-library. However, they didn’t tell us that. What they told us was, the video is 3 hours long and Clara’s didn’t bring charger for her laptop. Clara and I totally believed in them. Haha. I have totally trust in them!

Me: *look at the cover* Why the cover look like some movies? They anyhow put the CDs in the CD case?
Me: *Open the CD case* Why the CD look like some movies?
Salman: You actually believed what we said? You really believed that the tutorial video is 3 hours long? What we meant was, these movies duration is 3 hours long.

=.=

One of our tutorial discussions was about smoking. It’s so cool! There is something known as 3rd hand smoking! Salman was so funny. He said that 3rd hand smoking is link to the trees. Haha. Well, 3rd hand smoking simply means that the particles left on the surface of the object after the smoke is clean is intake by people who have contact on the object. Ah…if you don’t understand what I talking about go google for it. Haha.

Oh, it is quite funny that we can link smoking to breast and bra design. Haha. Okay, we don’t know how we link there. I know it is out of point. Haha.

A lot of comical things happen during the nursing lab too. However, I’m only going to say one of them .Haha.

We were practicing position of patient using the patient dummy. When we turn the dummy, we realized there is something popping out of the patient dummy’s butt so some of us keep touching it to see what it is.

One of my group members: It’s the penis.
Everyone: *withdraw their hand*
Salman: *Open the pants* Eh, really is the penis!
Everyone: *turn their head away*
Salman: *tried to fix the penis back to where it should be*
Everyone:*turn back*
Salman: *using his pen to beat the penis* *pull the dummy’s pants down when we look back again*
After positioning of the dummy, the penis get out of it’s place again.*something pop out of the pants again*
Everyone: *embarrassed*

End of story!

I meet up with the SU people at 6 pm. Yup, we have bus to transport to People associate for the dance rehearsal. We have to dance two songs for the flashmob, well the moves aren’t very difficult, but it is not easy too. Haha. Anyway I enjoyed the rehearsal! Haha. I love dancing! Haha.

I had my supper with the SU people after dance at Dhoby Ghaut rochor beancurd. Haha. I know it was late, but bonding is important! Haha. Group 2 is the best! Hehe. We are the only freshies that went to have supper with the seniors. Haha.

I just reached home not long ago. I would blog tomorrow night. Yup, tomorrow it will be a busy day for me again.

13.05.10 Happy Day

I had my sleep lecture again. Haha. Rachel went home after two hours of lecture because she was feeling unwell.

Haiz…why lectures and tutorial are so boring…

Today my awesome friend is not awesome at all. He is irritating. I was feeling cold (I forget to bring jacket.) during the lecture and he smsed me something like this:
You want jacket?
Too bad, you are sitting too far away. I can’t lend it to you.

Then he smsed: I’m wearing the jacket now.

Irritating right? I was feeling so cold and he was there 幸灾乐祸. Haha.

I forget what I said before, but I said something like: You are just irritating.
And he replied this: I’m not just irritating. I’m purely irritating.

I’m speechless. Haha.

I had my lunch with Nan, Clara and Yuan Shan. I was almost late for my lecture due to my eating speed. Hmmm…but it is partially the queue fault ok! Haha.

Hmmm…it seems like there is sleeping pill in the chicken rice. I was feeling tired during the lecture. Or maybe it’s the lecture that makes people drowsy? Clara actually fell asleep. She is so obedient and she fell asleep! Haha.

I run out of the lecture half way to go to the toilet. However, I didn’t go back afterwards. Haha. I went to eat brownie with vanilla ice cream =X I love it! Kiki. Brownie with ice cream =D

Hmm…my group was very fed up with my tutorial teacher. She gave us three topics to do for our presentations and she never tell us that we only need to present on one topic. Irritating! Haha. If she told my group earlier we would have done better. In the end, I have to do impromptu presentation again, because the information is not enough. Anyway we didn’t choose the topic on expressing sexuality because the information is TOO little. Haha. It seems like my group always push unprepared presentation to me. Haha. Ya, I talk like machine gun. =.=

I had group meeting after school and again I talk like machine gun. Haha.

I went to the library to meet Nan and her friend. Nan and her friend did their own stuff and I continue to do my project. Yuan Shan tagged along after he finished his school. Okay, I hate hardworking people like Nan and Yuan Shan =X It simply shows how bad I am. I’m not hardworking at all and they are opposite of me. Haha.

I sent Nan to her Chinese Orchestra (CO) and went back to the library to pack my stuff. I forget to bring my student card (I kept saying matrix card =.=), lucky someone came out of the library, so I am able to get back into the library. Haha.

Yuan Shan sent me home =D and then home sweet home! Haha.

I was very high today. Haha. I was loud and jumpy that I think some people thought that I’m crazy. Hmm…well, I actually felt embarrass when people look at me X) Haha. Arh…I’m just high at that moment. Can’t blame me. X)

Tomorrow I have dance practice at some weird place near Lavendar. =/ Arh…the practice is so far away from home….Anyway it is NYPSU event. NYPSU needs dance ambassadors for the flashmob at Resort World Sentosa, Ballroom on 29 May. So we have to rehearsal before the actual day. Haha. Hmm…it’s really time consuming and I still have a lot of date line to meet. Arh…but I think I will enjoy the dance =D Hehe.

18.05.10 to 19.05.10 Projects buried me alive

I’m going to change the way I blog. I’m going to blog about what I do every day because it’s simply just too boring! Haha.

I have a project that is link to insomnia and guess what? I’m having insomnia because of all the projects.

I almost faint when I saw the power point slides that two of my group members made. None of the content is right, everything is out of point, which means that have to re-do it. Ah…but I’m going to have a backup plan. I’m going to help them do in case they made some mistakes again.

Hmm…at least I’m glad that my tone was okay when I’m telling them about their problems. I thought I would sound impatient or fed up. Haha. I wasn’t =D
I’m also quite upset when the whole group said that I’m wrong when I’m correct. They did change my mind set, I thought I’m really wrong because everyone said that. In the end, I was proven right.

Because of the power point slides I’m waiting for next semester. I know I’m very bad for this. I wanted to change group because I find some people are slowing down the group progress. No matter how much we explain to them, they just can’t get it. Even when they get it, the things they do are totally opposite of the things they said.
Another thing is my group isn’t close at all. Maybe it is because of the language barrier. Maybe it is because we have our own clique. I don’t know. I know we should improve our relationship between each other.To work well in a group you need team work and I know that. However, things aren’t as easy as we thought. There is a language barrier between the Malays and China people.

I have a thought of grouping with my clique people, although there are people who are lazy and difficult to work with. Well, you just have to give the lazy people some stress. I find it hard to work with people who always want things to go in their way and worst is that they would scold you if you don’t go their way. I know I have different views as her. I’m someone who will go chillax and she is a hard core person. Hmm…but I guess we can compromise? At least she is hardworking =D

Arh…I’m talking about things that will happen after 5 months. It’s still long. Hmm…now I shall just focus on the present instead thinking about the future. Haha. No one knows the future =D