Live Your Life To The Fullest

Hello!!!! Do you all miss me? Haha. I bet no one is reading my blog. Yes! One week holiday has passed! I’m glad that one semester is going to end because now more projects for the 5 weeks holiday! (after my exams)

Now I’m having my attachment is TTHS. For the first few days, I felt really useless, because I don’t know what to do! However, things get better and better. At least, now I can communicate with my patients freely! =D

Elderly people are so so so cute!!!! Arh…although some may be stubborn and don’t want to listen to us, they are still damn bloody cute!!!!! I love them so much. Hehe.

Anyway, on the first day I entered my cubicle, someone passed away during my shift. I’m amazed that I can actually be so neutral. I was not afraid of touching the body, I didn’t cry. I just take it normally, although I do feel something when I saw the patient’s family members.

By the way, I got scolding from one of the family members because I can’t answer his question clearly. I guess I was really insensitive. I didn’t know that the death time is so important to the family members.

The death of the patient actually reminds me of my uncle and grandpa death. When my uncle and grandpa past away, I didn’t ask anything, I just keep quiet and try to avoid having any eye contact because I didn’t want to let my emotions out. Of course, I did cry in the end. For this patient, I haven’t got to talk to her, she passed away. So maybe this is the reason why I didn't cry. Hmmm...anyway since I'm having my shift, I cna't let my emotions affect me too.

Anyway, I have learned a lot of things in the hospital and I learned from my mistake. I actually questioned on myself. Why I’m not able to answer the family’s members questions.
If I’m not wrong, when my uncle passed away, my aunty actually wants to confirm with the death time. Yuan Xin is not alert enough!

Come to think about it, death time is really important. When my uncle passed away, I was there with him, so I didn’t ask for the death time. For my grandpa, I was simply too sad to ask any questions.

Okay, I’m going off track. Anyway on Monday, our clinical in-charge will be going to assess us! I hope I can do well and passed this attachment with flying colours!

Oh, another thing, I won’t blog about everything because a lot of things are confidential!

PS: 3 weeks for attachment = no study week =( [3 exams after the 3 weeks holiday]
FYI: Only some nursing tutorial group has attachment *angry*