25.05.10 Superwoman still in action

In the end, I come here to blog because I have finished part of my second project. Haha.

One project is finally down! Teacher said that our presentation is good and she asked other groups to learn from us =D I’m so happy!

Anyway I felt so sorry for YJ because I do the questions for her and I did it wrongly and I didn’t have the time to amend it because of my dance. Lucky, she is willing to do it again and didn’t blame me. Haha. I felt bad that I told her that her slides are wrong when the slides that I helped her to do are wrong too. Arh…at least I never throw any temper to her. I must 自我安慰to make myself feel better. Haha.

For ZJ, she did do part of her work in the end and I’m fine with it. Hmm…but I didn’t have a good impression of her because I felt that she is not willing to do some stuff.

I felt a little upset that helped ZJ to do part of her work but all credits are given to her. I felt a little upset when Kenie said that ZJ did well, but I keep complaining about her. Well, never mind. At least my group members know my efforts.

It is so stupid.

The happening for YJ:
1.YJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I help her do.
3.My slides are wrong
4.YJ did it again.
5.Her slides are correct.

The happening for ZJ:
1.ZJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I ask her to redo
3.It’s still wrong.
4.I help her do.
5.I asked her to add on.
6.Part of it is still wrong, but some of them are correct. =D

For both YJ and ZJ, I should have skip step 2 and 3 right?

Arh…anyway I still want to change group even if the teacher said that we did well. I don’t want to feel so stress anymore.

There is some part of my class that I don’t like and it makes me miss K2 even more. I actually cried because I miss K2. Syahirah asked me if I ever regret coming to NYP. Well, I said the same thing again: “I never regret. I’m still learning what I want to learn, it is just that there are things that upset me.” I guess I’m too greedy. I wanted my class to be like K2 and because it wasn’t I was upset with it. Arh…but things will get better right?

Another thing I wanted to talk about it my dance! Yay! Although it is very tiring, I still love it. Although I always reached home at midnight due to the dance practice, I still love it.Haha. Sometimes it makes me so tired that I have to keep pausing while I’m walking home, but there is always some fulfillment inside me. Hmmm…but I felt sorry for Yuan Shan. Haha. Yuan Shan always have to wait for me for an hour or more because my dance always ends later than it should be. Yuan Shan is very nice right? Haha. Er….but I don’t know why he wanted to fetch me home. Haha. Anyway I appreciate it. Haha.

I still have two more projects need to be done before my holiday.

I have been a superwoman for three weeks. Three weeks of inadequate sleep didn’t kill me. Arh…but I wished that I hope I won’t get insomnia again. I don’t want to collapse. Haha. Now I find it really really difficult to sleep at night.