22.05.10 Stress

Project is seriously killing me. I don’t know why I have to do so much work. For some particular project, I’m doing three person jobs.

There was one night that I stay up really late to do ZJ & YJ slides because I was worried that they would do it wrongly again. I was praying hard that we won’t have to use the backup plan. I thought it would be alright since they two are doing one person’s job, but it wasn’t. In the end, they may still need to use my slides. I rather they don’t use the slides that I do even though I stay up late just for it. The presentation will be better if they present their own slides instead of other people slides. Yup, because you will have a better understanding of your own work than other people work. I guess I have to explain my slides to them so they will have a better understanding.

Seriously, sometimes I thought of marking them down if there is any peer evaluation. I know they two did put in effort, but the quality of the work is really poor. I can’t be like someone who said that he wants to help all his group members to score “A”s. I felt that it is unfair to me and my other group members if we all get the same grade when both of them contribution is so little. Well, I won’t denied the efforts they have made, but for the quality of the work. I’m sorry.

Both Syahirah and Salman’s slides are closing link together so they have to do together. Syahirah actually felt guilty when Salman does most of the work. I’m just wondering does ZJ and YG felt guilty when most of their work (or maybe I should say all their work) is done by me.

I don’t mind doing the introduction and conclusion for the group because most of them didn’t finish their work, but I do mind that I’m doing other people’s job.