28.07.10

My piano teacher's child is able to walk already!
She is so so so~ adorable when she is walking!
She is so so so~ adorable when she wants her mum to let her in to the room.
She is so so so~ adorable when she holding her mum's leg because she thought that her mum going to leave.

Don't say I'm the best because I'm not perfect.
Don't say you love everything about me because there is no such nothing as I love all your flaws.

=(

Exhausted

I finally understand why I always dream in living in a farm that doesn't connect to the outside world. I’m exhausted living in the outside world.

I totally want to cut off from the outside world. I’m exhausted by socializing. I’m exhausted by politics.

If I have a choice, I will quit everything. Quit schooling. Quit socializing. And only have one thing in life.

Dream =)

Still remember I said about Anusha? Haha. Yup, she migrated to UK for 3 years and she came back to visit us. During the gathering Anusha actually told us about her stories there. Haha. She get robbed there on the 3rd month she was there! The burglar broke into their house and steals the car and other stuffs.

Anusha said that at the beginning she was really afraid. However, after her friends told her that it was really common there, Anusha started to get used to it. Haha. They only get robbed once before. So they are counted as lucky? Another thing, they have insurance for the car! Haha. O well, the burglar actually crash the car when they heard police coming. Haha. So they are able to get back and repair the car without paying anything.

She said that it is important to have burglar alarm and insurance there and never confront the robbers or burglars. Even the police warn them that the robbers (etcs.) might have weapons on them and so on. Criminal rate is high.

Anusha said that if the burglar alarm turns on, the police will arrive in 2 minutes. Haha. I’m actually shocked by it. I thought it will take like 5 to 10 minutes =.= haha.

Arh….it reminds me of wanting to live in other countries although Singapore is very safe compare to other countries.

Anyway place like this:

I want my house made of glass! Haha. It’s so nice if you are able to see the surroundings provided your house is surrounded by flowers and trees. Haha. course, there must be a curtain. Haha.

Hmm…but it will have green house effect in your house. Haha.


I want my house to be at the center of the field! Haha. It’s so different from the previous house. =.=


Balcony! Haha.


A garden behide the house?


And a lake beside it.



Or a pond?


Okay, I’m daydreaming again. Haha. These things won’t happen and if everything is mixed together, it will simply looks weird I guess. Haha. Whatever, it is just a dream. Haha.

I would either blog in the last week of July or first week of August.

I'm really busy these weeks weeks. I have alot of exams to study.

10.07.10 to 12.07.10

10.07.10 Saturday

I went to 4e1 gathering plus someone special! Anusha! Haha. She had migrated to UK since the starting of the year in Secondary 3. Now she is having her holiday so she came back to visit us!

I would blog more about it when I have more free time to blog.

11.07.10 Sunday

I went cycling with Stephie and her family at East Coast Park! I miss there! I miss beach! Haha. I haven't been going there since the last chalet. Haha. Anyway I still love beach as much as last time. Hehe.

I would blog more about the outing when I have more free time. (repeating =.=)

12.07.10 Monday

Idiot! Why octopus predict correctly!?!? Spain won =(
Actually I wanted Netherland to win because I want to go against Paul the octopus. =.=

Anyway Yuan Shan bet on Netherland even though he knows that most slightly Spain would win. Haha. Well, it is just for the fun of it. Haha. 不要经，破财挡灾！ Haha. Lame!

Oh ya, Rachel L (nursing classmates) won some money by betting on Spain. Haha.

I finally passed by Nasogastric tube feeding practical on the second attempt! I almost get full marks =/ Haiz….anyway on second attempt, they would get 80% of your marks. So…yup. My marks will still be low. Hehe. Plus plus I did badly for theory.

I need to study le! TATA~

It’s damn irritating that when you are already not in a good mood and someone still come to aggregate you more.

Is the person stupid or what? It is already very obvious that I’m not in a good mood and the person still use trigger words. Learn some communication skills la!

Relationship

Life is great with Yuan Shan, though we face some problems recently. I’m not going to post it here since it is really personal. However, I would roughly talk about it.

The last quarrel really hurts me a lot. It is weird that I still feel pain when Yuan Shan and I actually get closer after the fight. He didn’t say anything that hurt me. I was the one who hurt myself. I guess I lost my confidence and trust after the fight. Hmm…confidence in myself and trust in myself. I think Sheila would be the only one who knows about this, since she is the only one who knows about this. “This” as in the confidence and trust in myself, that I talk about when I just broke up with M. Anyway I broke up with M because I didn’t have confidence and trust in myself. Haha.

Hmm..anyway, I have gain back the trust and confidence le =) My expectations were too high for myself I guessed. I always tell people that no one is perfect and it is ok to be imperfect. However, I always want myself to be perfect. Haha. Greedy Yuan Xin. Haha. Hmm…but now I am happy for who I am. Well, the only thing I should change is, I need to learn more to make decisions when it comes to some things. Haha.

By the way, I love to quarrel with Yuan Shan. Haha. We can simply quarrel about anything. Of course, these are enjoyable quarrels. Haha. I think we are quite stupid to quarrel about date and time, comparing about TP and NYP, who is pig and so on. Haha. It’s stupid, but it’s really fun. Haha. I don’t mind more of this, since we both enjoyed it. Hehe.

Seriously he really touched my heart =)

Since I’m updating about my relationship life, I shall talk about M. It doesn’t mean anything okay? I just treat him as a friend.

I’m suspecting that M and his girlfriend have break up. (I shall call her S) I actually feel like helping them by talking to one of them, but I don’t know who I should talk to. I haven’t been talking to M and I am very sure that he won’t tell me. I want to talk to S but I don’t know what to start with.

It was just nice that S actually talk to me on Thursday. She is just asking if I ever have a blog. (I don’t know why she asks for it. Anyway I didn’t give as everyone knows I don’t really give my blog to people.) So I used this chance to talk to her.

I don’t really know the reason whys she break with him. She asked me to ask him =.= Anyway I only know that the reason she break with him is about the same as me =.= but I don’t know why she look down on herself. I guess she just needs some confidence in herself.

I believed she is a great girl and I believe M really loves her a lot. I don’t want her to miss her chance to be with someone who she loves. I don’t want her to take my path. That’s all. I really hope that she will think about patching up with M again.
Seriously, I just want to help them. I don’t have any evil thoughts or anything. I know I’m busybody, but I just want to help.

I find fate really interesting. S wants to break with M for the same reason as me. S and M actually have a past when they are 11 or 12 (I forget is 11 or 12 le), just like me and Yuan Shan. Haha. Arh…but Yuan Shan is not my first boyfriend. Haha.

Oh oh, by the way, I’m glad that I took this path. If I didn’t, I won’t have been together with Yuan Shan and I’m really glad that I met him again. I’m really glad that there is something that triggers him to think about me when I just break with M. Haha. Isn’t fate interesting? He only realized he still likes me after so many years and just nice I break with M.

I love Yuan Shan =X Thanks for loving me as who I am. Thanks for accepting all my flaws.
For heaven sake, I wish no one read my blog.

I think Yuan Shan would say I post too much things on blog. Haha.

05.07.10 to 09.07.10

050710 Monday
I finally start my new General Studies Module (GSM). I took webdesign. Haha. I’m super noob in IT stuff but I took that is just because I only need to take 3 hours of lectures , 1 theory test and other time is for project. Haha. Hehe. Others still have to go for lectures for all the weeks. However, I only have one week of lecture. By the way, because of the project, I every Monday have to stay back.

060710 Tuesday
I’m doing a new flashmob! Now every Tuesday and Thursdays I have to stay back for flashmob. Arh…It’s so time consuming. Hmm…at least I enjoy it. Haha.

070710 Wednesday
I had my Nursing Lab Theory test! Arh….I think I fail

Arh….NEXT SEMESTER NEXT SEMESTER I MUST STUDY! Haiz…I need motivation!

I love my dinner. It is damn delicious! HEHE. There is something I want to say, but I’m not going to say it here. Haha.

080710 Thursday
I have SU meeting. Haha. Now I’m in the SU chalet committee. Anyway it is something that all group 2 and 5 people can join. I am the secretary because I was holding pen and paper at that moment =.=

Actually I enjoy being a secretary. Haha. I still remember that when I’m young I used to be my father’s secretary. Haha. E…but you will never want to be his secretary. I quit being his secretary because he simply don’t listen to me.

He was the one who ask me to keep track of time during Chinese New Year. However, he always never listens to me when I told him we have to go. For your information, I inform him 5 to 10 minutes before we have to leave so that he can prepare, but he will never listen!

It’s really horrible that the visitors always have to wait for my dad’s return at our house. Seriously my dad looks like guest. It seems like the visitors are the host of the house, waiting for my dad, the visitor to come. Haha.

My dad always says me for not taking note of my time. I always came home later than the time I claim that I will be home. However, my dad didn’t show good example too! Hehe. And for your information the reasons for being late is the same. My father didn’t keep track of the time because he was chatting with our relatives. I didn’t keep track of the time because I was chatting with my friends. Haha.

Anyway back to the topic. So as I grow up, I stop being his secretary. Haha.

However, I enjoyed being secretary in the chalet committee. Haha. At least I am heard. Haha.

Anyway, I don’t think I could enter the Junior Committee. I’m not good at design. I’m not a First Aider. I don’t think they will want me to be am Emcee because I believe there is better candidate in my group some more I did badly for the interview. I don’t think I will be in the hyper team although I’m always hyper because there is people who are more hyper than me and again, I did badly for the interview. Haha.

090710 Friday
I finally have my injection! It is freaking painful! I didn’t expect it to be painful. I never know that injections can be so painful. Anyway Clara told me that it is not painful too. Haha. Seriously weird.

This is what Clara says:
It is not painful at all. I don’t even feel a thing. And the nurse is really nice and friendly.

Things that happen when I’m having injection:
The nurse is preparing her stuff. Suddenly she told someone (person A) who is not wearing a nurse uniform to give me injection.

Me: *thinking* “Die die die. Is she experience? Will it be painful?”(of course, I know she is trained, but I’m still worried.)

When person A help me to inject, I could feel the needle went inside. However, it is not painful at all. So I was thinking: “It’s definitely not painful” and I become very relax. Suddenly I feel a sharp and long pain! Seriously it last for 8 seconds. I was thinking: “When will this stop when will this stop?”. I couldn’t hide my pain at all. Of course, I didn’t cry or scream, but my face really shows something and I’m biting my teeth tightly. Haha.

Person A told me that I will feel pain because the medicine is big, so when she injected it in, it is painful. It sounds like what Kenie (my classmate) said. Kenie told me that it is not painful when the needle goes it. It is only painful when the person injects the medicine inside. However, it contradicts to what Rachel and Clara said. Both of them said it is just like an ant bite when the needle went in. However, it is not painful at all.

I don’t know…maybe Rachel and Clara’s blood vessels are bigger than mine and Kenie’s? (I crap this out, this reason may be bullshit. Haha.) Or maybe the person who helped me and Kenia are not experience? Haha. I don’t know.

Anyway when I went for blood test during my body check up the person that extract my blood said that my blood vessels are very small and he had a hard time finding it.

I went for my Flashmob practice again and Yuan Shan came to fetch me home. Haha.

Yuan Shan and I manage to shock Melissa (my primary school friend). Hehe. It’s so fun to shock our primary school friends. Sadly, Melissa reaction is not as funny as Joel’s. I didn’t manage to see Joel’s reaction because I wasn’t there, but when Yuan Shan demonstrate for me to see. I find it really funny. By the way, Yuan Shan said that Joel has the funniest reaction. Haha.

End of story~

I have been neglecting my blog.
I'm really busy this few weeks. My schedule is really really tight. I would blog when I'm more free.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!

Not As Easy As ABC

Life isn’t just as simple as you thought. It is not easy to choose what you really want. There are other things you need to consider. There are norms you need to follow. There are rules you need to follow. There are values you need to consider. There are feelings you need to consider. There are people you need to consider. There are consequences you need to consider.

I hate to know the limitation of life.

04.07.10 Stomach aches

My blog seems to be like some healthy food blog. Haha. Arh…whatever.

Last time I didn’t have a great sleep. My stomach aches for the whole night and I don’t know why. The pain seems like I’m really hungry and I felt really hungry in the morning too. However, I actually ate a lot for my dinner. Haha.

Anyway I was really upset in the morning. Haha. Now I’m thinking back and I am wondering why I get so upset over it? Haha. I got so sad over Mee Siam. Haha. I guess I was disappointed because I have been craving for it for quite awhile and while I’m craving for it, I didn’t manage to eat it for many reasons.

Now my stomach is feeling unwell again and I don’t know why! Arh…irritating.

40 Best Foods: Flaxseeds

Rich in proteins and fiber, these little seeds offer a payload of omega-3 fatty acids, which erase spots and iron out fine lines in the skin. The British Journal of Nutrition reported that participants in one study who downed about half a teaspoon of omega-3 daily in 6 weeks experienced significantly less irritation and redness, along with better-hydrated skin. A recent study of people with high cholesterol compared statin treatment with eating 20 grams of flaxseed a day. After 60 days, those eating flaxseed did just as well as those on statins. Try sprinkling ground flaxseed on oatmeal, yogurt, and salads.

Okay….seriously, I don’t know what is flaxseeds. I have only seen flaxseeds oil selling in super market. Flaxseeds alone….hmm….I have never seen it before. Haha. I think flaxseeds oil are not use for cooking. Maybe dressing for salads? Haha. No comments for this. Haha.

40 Best Foods: Almonds

My dad always sent me emails to read. Still remember my previous post about sleeping? I know these through my father. Haha.

Hmm…I have decided to blog about things my daddy sent me. Haha. So I can delete the emails. I regret that I have deleted a lot of emails that my dad sent me. It seems like I lost a lot of information. =/ (I like to clear my mail box as I think it is very messy.)

I would also blog about other stuff because I actually subscribe a lot of things, just that I never read it. Haha.

Anyway I’m going to blog about the 40 best foods and it is said that it is recommend to eat it everyday.

One of the 40 best foods is almond: (I’m just going to copy and paste)
These energy-rich snacks lower bad cholesterol, thanks to plant sterols, and benefit diabetics by lowering blood sugar. They’re also rich in amino acids, which bolster testosterone levels and muscle growth. Almonds are also stuffed with vitamin E, which helps defend against sun damage. In a study, volunteers who consumed 13 milligrams of vitamin (about 20 almonds) per day and then were exposed to UV light burned less than those who took none. And because vitamin E is an antioxidant, it also works to keep your arteries free of dangerous free radicals. Low levels of vitamin E are also associated with poor memory performance and cognitive decline, says dietitian Sari Greaves of New York Presbyterian Hospital – Cornell

Talking about almond. I hate almond pudding. I hate any almond flavored stuff. It just tastes sucks and I don’t know why. Hmm…but…I love almond nuts. Haha.

I used to eat almond nuts everyday during my healthy times. Haha. Okay, I treat it as a snack. I just love to munch things when I watch shows or study. I remember that I used to have a box of almond nuts in my room. Haha. Whenever, I’m going to finish it, I would ask my mum to buy a new packed to refill it. Haha.

Almond nuts are seriously sweet and delicious. However, some people refuse to believe me. (I’m not pin-pointing anyone, I could only remember most of the time I told anyone about almond they won’t believe me.) Haha. Well, I think I would be like them until I really taste it. All along I hate almonds, until I tried almond nuts. Haha. Almond pudding and other almond flavored stuff make me hate almond that I refused to give almond nuts a chance. Haha. Hmm….However, I forget why I started to eat almond again. I guess it is because almond nuts are healthy? Haha.

Hmm…so…people who wants to have a better complexion or want to gain their muscle mass should eat almonds. Haha. Oh, I just remember that last time my sister always eat nuts after she exercise. Haha.

Anyway we should watch out for our intake of almond nuts too. Although it contains healthy fats you still need to watch your calories right? Haha.

Finish! Next time I will blog about another food in the 40 best foods. Haha. By the way, you can search more about almond and its benefits in the internet~ Haha.

Tata~

Friends Before, Nothing After

Some days ago, Stephie and I were talking about being friends after a relationship. Stephie was upset with something and I hope that she would get over with it soon.

Anyway, it reminds me of M. Haha. Hmm…I don’t know if we are still friends or not. We have been talking for a long time. Haha.

Actually I wanted to talk to him after talking to Stephie because I felt that he is having some problem. I just want to show some care and concern as a friend. Well, now I didn’t because I felt that now he is doing fine. Haha.

Hmm….so I guess we will continue to not to talk to each other? Haha.

Anyway, I don’t understand why most of the time humans can’t be friends after a relationship. It’s just so weird. Before any one gets together they can be friends, good friends or even best friends. However, after a relationship everything changes. It’s really sad. But I guess this is life. Haha.

I hope this won’t happen to me and Yuan Shan. Haha. Well, of course, I hope that we won’t even breakup. Haha.

Power Of Adequate Sleep

Do you know that without adequate of sleep will increase your risk of developing Alzheimer’s disease?

People who do not have adequate sleep:
More likely to make poor decision.
Gain weight.
More dangerous than a drunkard.

Haha. Hmm…and other things you need to know about sleep is:
Power naps should not exceed 20 to 30 minutes.
Vigorous workout produces adrenaline that can interfere with sleep. So do not workout when near bedtime.
Coffee should not drink after lunchtime. It takes 5 hours to remove half of the amount of caffeine in your body.
Drinking milk or eating banana or food that contain tryptophan and amino acid doesn’t help to induce sleep. (Food that contain tryptophan and amino acid have link to sleep.)

Okay. I’m very long winded. Haha. Back to main point. Haha. I have been having headache for quite awhile. Haha. I didn’t dare to tell anyone because I’m scare of getting scolding or getting nagged by people. Haha.

Sometimes I find it so difficult to fall asleep due to my headache. My headache seriously makes me really uncomfortable. Maybe I should call it migraine instead of headache. Haha.

Hmm…I think it is because I didn’t get enough sleep. Still remember the first time I said that I didn’t have enough sleep? Yup, ever since then I didn’t get enough sleep, even during the holidays. Haha. Months of inadequate sleep. Haha.

I remembered that last time I can’t even last for 3 days of inadequate sleep and after 3 days of inadequate sleep, I slept for ONE WHOLE DAY. Now…I’m super! Haha.
I don’t know when I would get enough sleep. Anyway now I have some rules to follow in order to get enough sleep. Haha.

The End!