Sorry I haven't been blogging. I shall blog when I'm free.

30.05.10

Yuan Shan is weird. Seriously weird. I have too many examples to say. Haha.

I give my facebook for Bear to play. Haha. Now without knowing I have more friends and more games applications in my facebook. Haha. Anyway Bear did tell me about this before I give him my account to play. Haha. Hmmm…it doesn’t matter much since I only use facebook to talk to my friends. Haha. I just find it funny when I receive notice that who who who has accept your friend request. Haha.

In the morning, my dad kept calling me xin xin. It sounds so funny. Xin xin here and there. Stephie and my sister sometimes do call me xin xin, but most of the time is by writing instead of verbalizing. Haha. Of course, there are times that they verbalize to call me xin xin. However, my daddy is keep calling here and there. Haha.

Singapore is so so so small! I just realized one of my SU group 2 friends, Shawn Yap, is my primary school classmate, Kah Yong’s friend. Haha. Cool right? There are a lot of this type of scenario that happen in my life anyway. Haha. I just find it amazing X)

I have nothing to blog about le!

Anyway I must start to exercise! Haha.

28.05.10 & 29.05.10 Night Life Genes

I spent my holiday dancing with my SU friends. Haha. I think I love my SU friends more than my classmates =X

I had so much fun with the SU people. It’s fun to be with them because they are friendly =D It seems like I’m more close to the SU people than my classmates that are in SU. Haha. Weird huh? Well, never mind. Things will get better.

Shine flashmobbers! Haha. Yup, today we had flashmob at the resort world for the shine award. Haha. Terrance said that we did well =D Hehe. I’m so happy! Haha. We are going to have another flashmob event again. However, we are not allowed to say it. Haha. So…yup, I can’t say it here. Haha.

It’s so difficult to go home early. Haha. I still like to go home late. Hmm…but it doesn’t link with family or anything. I’m having a good relationship with my family. It is not because I don’t want to go home, but because I wanted to stay out late even when I’m alone. Haha. I’m weird X) Aiya, it's in my genes. Haha.

I'm freaking tired.

27.05.10

I don't know why I don't have the mood to blog when I'm feeling happy today. Well, I only felt happy after school ends. When I clash Yuan Shan's lecture and when I'm with my SU friends. Haha.

However, I still don't have the mood to blog! Arh…but I will blog.

Anyway, thank you Yuan Shan for fetching me from school after my SU event. Haha.

Yay! Hong Rui, my cousin, is joining SU group 2, which is my group! Super happy!

I felt happy that Hong Rui and I have many common friends in NYP. Haha. Hmm…but because of this I have no secrets. Haha. I believed Yong Seng (SU friend) told Hong Rui that I have a boyfriend. Haha. And Hong Rui was angry with me for not telling him! Haha. Hmmm….anyway I still enjoy having common friends no matter is with my cousin or my other friends. Haha.

Oh another thing, I didn’t expect to see Hong Wen at Serangoon Garden and I didn’t expect to hear that M is around there too. Haha. It has been a long time ever since I last talk to M. Hmmm…hope he is doing fine~

26.05.10 Little devil inside me

Lala, I still find it hard to trust myself. Haha. I don’t know why I trust people so easily but I still can’t trust myself. And I realized I stop trusting some things. Haha. The angel and devil is fighting inside me. Hmm…but I’m not going to elaborate it here. Haha. Anyway life will get better =D

I had dinner with Stephie and Yuan Shan. Finally after a month I get to see Stephie again. Haha. I received a lot of gifts today. Haha.

Well, some people =P gave me some things that he is useless to him. Haha. Hmm…and Stephie actually made a good used of it. Haha.

Oh oh, and Stephie gave me 2 pair of ear rings that she bought from Japan =D (she keeps forget to pass it to me.).

Ah…I receive a top from Stephie today. Yuan Shan finally understand how it is like to go shopping with Stephie. Haha. I’m her model! Haha. When she thinks it look nice on me she would ask me to buy it. Hmm…normally I would buy it but today I didn’t because I have been spending a lot. So in the end Stephie bought it for me =.= Haiz…I love to receive gifts but at the same time I don’t like people to spend money on me.

I had my dessert at Ice Cube. Haha. Okay, I will never crave for Ice Cube strawberry cheese cake ice cream. It doesn’t taste as nice as before. Haha. Hmm…but there is something I still want to try. Haha.

Anyway I was shocked when I saw Adele and Joshua there. Idiot Adele, her holiday has started. Haha. Irritating sia…

I think Stephie is irritated by Yuan Shan because he is simply too quiet! Haha. Another thing, it is quite funny when Helen Jie Jie came to fetch Stephie home. Haha. Yuan Shan simply find it difficult to call her Jie Jie because he felt that it is disrespectful. Haha. Well, I felt that disrespectful or not depend on that person. So…I don’t think it is not disrespectful to call Stephie’s mum Helen Jie Jie, but it is definitely disrespectful to call my other friend’s parents Jie Jie or Gor Gor. Haha.

End of story!

Tata~

Arh…I still have projects to do.

I miss my other friends too!

25.05.10 Superwoman still in action

In the end, I come here to blog because I have finished part of my second project. Haha.

One project is finally down! Teacher said that our presentation is good and she asked other groups to learn from us =D I’m so happy!

Anyway I felt so sorry for YJ because I do the questions for her and I did it wrongly and I didn’t have the time to amend it because of my dance. Lucky, she is willing to do it again and didn’t blame me. Haha. I felt bad that I told her that her slides are wrong when the slides that I helped her to do are wrong too. Arh…at least I never throw any temper to her. I must 自我安慰to make myself feel better. Haha.

For ZJ, she did do part of her work in the end and I’m fine with it. Hmm…but I didn’t have a good impression of her because I felt that she is not willing to do some stuff.

I felt a little upset that helped ZJ to do part of her work but all credits are given to her. I felt a little upset when Kenie said that ZJ did well, but I keep complaining about her. Well, never mind. At least my group members know my efforts.

It is so stupid.

The happening for YJ:
1.YJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I help her do.
3.My slides are wrong
4.YJ did it again.
5.Her slides are correct.

The happening for ZJ:
1.ZJ did her slides wrongly.
2.I ask her to redo
3.It’s still wrong.
4.I help her do.
5.I asked her to add on.
6.Part of it is still wrong, but some of them are correct. =D

For both YJ and ZJ, I should have skip step 2 and 3 right?

Arh…anyway I still want to change group even if the teacher said that we did well. I don’t want to feel so stress anymore.

There is some part of my class that I don’t like and it makes me miss K2 even more. I actually cried because I miss K2. Syahirah asked me if I ever regret coming to NYP. Well, I said the same thing again: “I never regret. I’m still learning what I want to learn, it is just that there are things that upset me.” I guess I’m too greedy. I wanted my class to be like K2 and because it wasn’t I was upset with it. Arh…but things will get better right?

Another thing I wanted to talk about it my dance! Yay! Although it is very tiring, I still love it. Although I always reached home at midnight due to the dance practice, I still love it.Haha. Sometimes it makes me so tired that I have to keep pausing while I’m walking home, but there is always some fulfillment inside me. Hmmm…but I felt sorry for Yuan Shan. Haha. Yuan Shan always have to wait for me for an hour or more because my dance always ends later than it should be. Yuan Shan is very nice right? Haha. Er….but I don’t know why he wanted to fetch me home. Haha. Anyway I appreciate it. Haha.

I still have two more projects need to be done before my holiday.

I have been a superwoman for three weeks. Three weeks of inadequate sleep didn’t kill me. Arh…but I wished that I hope I won’t get insomnia again. I don’t want to collapse. Haha. Now I find it really really difficult to sleep at night.

I won't be able to blog for these few days. I would blog when I'm free.

Superwoman

I felt that I have been a superwoman for the past two weeks. Haha. I have been sleeping late and waking up early. Haha. I definitely didn’t get enough sleep. Haha.
Anyway I didn’t blog on Friday because I came home really late and it is impossible for me to blog. Haha. I wake up at 2 in the noon! Haha. Anyway I’m not a pig okay….you would only understand why I say this if you know about something. Haha.

Another thing, my sister 21st birthday is coming soon. I don’t think she would open a party like my other siblings. Haha. (Need to thing of something to give her! Arh!!!)

Well, I thought that I would do the same thing as 小姐姐. I don’t want to open a party because I felt that it is troublesome. Haha. Anyway it is quite funny that when I replied: “谁是大哥?” when my father said: “叫大哥帮你安排.” Actually he means my brother. Haha. It is just that I not use to people calling my brother, big brother because I don’t call my brother big, brother, since I only have one brother. Haha.

Well, if my brother really helps me I don’t mind opening a party. However, when my sister names all the people that I’m going to invite, I felt that I’m not going to open a party. Haha. I think my house would be over-crowded if I ever invite all of them. Haha. Anyway I think best is just eat with the family. And for friends…hmm…it is their efforts for them to ask me out =P Haha. I’m simply just too lazy to organize things. =P

Anyway it is still long. Many things could happen in 3 years. Haha.

22.05.10 Stress

Project is seriously killing me. I don’t know why I have to do so much work. For some particular project, I’m doing three person jobs.

There was one night that I stay up really late to do ZJ & YJ slides because I was worried that they would do it wrongly again. I was praying hard that we won’t have to use the backup plan. I thought it would be alright since they two are doing one person’s job, but it wasn’t. In the end, they may still need to use my slides. I rather they don’t use the slides that I do even though I stay up late just for it. The presentation will be better if they present their own slides instead of other people slides. Yup, because you will have a better understanding of your own work than other people work. I guess I have to explain my slides to them so they will have a better understanding.

Seriously, sometimes I thought of marking them down if there is any peer evaluation. I know they two did put in effort, but the quality of the work is really poor. I can’t be like someone who said that he wants to help all his group members to score “A”s. I felt that it is unfair to me and my other group members if we all get the same grade when both of them contribution is so little. Well, I won’t denied the efforts they have made, but for the quality of the work. I’m sorry.

Both Syahirah and Salman’s slides are closing link together so they have to do together. Syahirah actually felt guilty when Salman does most of the work. I’m just wondering does ZJ and YG felt guilty when most of their work (or maybe I should say all their work) is done by me.

I don’t mind doing the introduction and conclusion for the group because most of them didn’t finish their work, but I do mind that I’m doing other people’s job.

I will update when I'm free. I'm quite busy recently.

20.05.10 A day to enjoy

I think my soul wasn’t with me for the whole day. Haha. I keep bumping to things. I keep daydreaming. I even take the wrong train. Haha.

I went Uniqlo with my sister today! Arh…heart pain. Haha. I spent $70 on three tops. Haha. Worst of all, the clothes I bought there are offering now. Haha.

To the thrifty kids they will think that I spend a lot. To the rich kids like STEPHIE probably thinks that it is ok. Haha.

Well, Stephie doesn’t read my blog so…she doesn’t know that I’m talking bad about her =P Haha. I still can’t believe that she spend a three digit number that costs more than half of my pocket money on a dress. Haha. Hmm…I guess there is a priority for her spring dance and I do admit that it is the best dress I ever seen Stephie wore. Haha.

I’m going to save money! Haha. I’m going to overspend again….Haiz….I’m not going to say how much I have spent =X Haha.

I ate Haagen Daz with my sister just now. Haha. I’m super indecisive when it comes to food because I like everything! Haha. I was in the heaven while I’m eating the ice cream. Haha. I love their coffee flavour, I love their chocolate midnight cookie, and I love their strawberry cheesecake flavour. I simply love their ice cream! Haha.

Yay, it has reduced my craving for strawberry cheesecake ice cream from Ice Cube. I have been craving for that since last year, but I just never go there. Haha.

I realized my clique people like to make fun of me when I’m with Yuan Shan. They would either say “so sweet~” or “enjoy your date~” when they saw me and him together. They always use those expression (I don’t know how to say) to disturb me when he sent me for classes. Haha. So irritating. Haha. Even small little details they would also try to disturb me. =.=

Hmm…I guess most of my class people know that we are together? Anyway there is nothing to hide. His family also knows that we are together. Haha.

End of story

I’m going to do my project. Tata~

18.05.10 to 19.05.10 Projects buried me alive

I’m going to change the way I blog. I’m not going to blog about all the things I do every day because it’s simply just too boring! Haha.

I have a project that is link to insomnia and guess what? I’m having insomnia because of all the projects.

I almost faint when I saw the power point slides that two of my group members made. None of the content is right, everything is out of point, which means that have to re-do it. Ah…but I’m going to have a backup plan. I’m going to help them do in case they made some mistakes again.

Hmm…at least I’m glad that my tone was okay when I’m telling them about their problems. I thought I would sound impatient or fed up. Haha. I wasn’t =D

I’m also quite upset when the whole group said that I’m wrong when I’m correct. They did change my mind set, I thought I’m really wrong because everyone said that. In the end, I was proven right.

Because of the power point slides I’m waiting for next semester. I know I’m very bad for this. I wanted to change group because I find some people are slowing down the group progress. No matter how much we explain to them, they just can’t get it. Even when they get it, the things they do are totally opposite of the things they said.

Another thing is my group isn’t close at all. Maybe it is because of the language barrier. Maybe it is because we have our own clique. I don’t know. I know we should improve our relationship between each other.To work well in a group you need team work and I know that. However, things aren’t as easy as we thought. There is a language barrier between the Malays and China people.

I have a thought of grouping with my clique people, although there are people who are lazy and difficult to work with. Well, you just have to give the lazy people some stress. I find it hard to work with people who always want things to go in their way and worst is that they would scold you if you don’t go their way. I know I have different views as her. I’m someone who will go chillax and she is a hard core person. Hmm…but I guess we can compromise? At least she is hardworking =D

Arh…I’m talking about things that will happen after 5 months. It’s still long. Hmm…now I shall just focus on the present instead thinking about the future. Haha. No one knows the future =D

19.05.10 Past Memories

Yuan Shan was telling me about how close his class was. Hmm…I’m jealous. Haha. My nursing classmates are not bonded together. Well, we are going to have class outing during the holidays. I hope that everyone will try their best to go for the gathering. I do believe that bonding needs two or more people’s effort. If another party isn’t willing to bond with you, no matter how hard you try, there is no way this relationship will works. I hope our class will be bond together As what I always say, bonding is important for nurse.

I felt that there are some people in SU group 2 are not really willing to bond with the group. I sent e-mail to everyone about the gathering and only some of them replied. I even told them to reply even if they don’t want to go, at least I know they have received. Well, now I just assume that some of them haven’t checked their mail or they never received. So I guess I will send it to everyone again.

I’m starting to miss K2s I miss the time when we always go IKEA to play and eat. I miss the picnics at Marina Barrage. I miss those small outings that we have during our free time. I miss our class squeezing into the lift. I miss the time when 11 to 12 people squeezing in an 8 people lift.I miss the time when we misbehave in the lecture hall. I miss the sweets throwing. I miss those bonding. Although there are different groups in our class, there are interrelationships between the groups unlike my nursing class.

I miss my SGS clique too. I miss the time when we always hang out together after school. Walking around pet shops, walking at pasa malam, going to Lala’s house. I miss the time when we go out together. I miss going out with Stephie and talking about how many 帅哥 we have seen in the day. I miss going to Stephie’s house to slack. I miss her asking me to try on clothes. I miss everything about my sgs clique…

Maybe I was upset in the evening because I’m miss K2 and SGS clique? Hmm…but I’m okay after awhile. I guess helping people really brighten up my day. =D And thanks to Yuan Shan’s sms. Haha. Sometimes his sms really make me laugh. Sometimes I just find him funny. Haha.

I will blog tomorrow.

17.05.10 Long day

One thing bad about being busy is I don’t have time to help my friends =/

I'm still down with flu =/

I had my morning lesson as usual. Haha. Nursing lab is so so fun! Mr Glan (I’m still not sure of his name) can make fun of everything. Haha. He told us about the scenario that happen in A&E. Someone who get drunk get violence and need 8 people to pin him down. Someone who get drunk, starts stripping herself.

He even told us story about IMH. A nurse pin a patient down in 3 seconds when he tried to punch her. A patient who needs 20 people to pin him down when he get crazy. Haha.

I felt that it is so cool! Anyway I wanted to work in A&E before I know about this. However, now I'm scared that one day I would get killed by the patient. For nurses that work in IMH, they undergo self defense training. Haha.

I hope that Mr Glan will stay with us. He is a relief teacher =/

The canteens are always full of people during the 12 o clock break. Clara and I went to AMK hub to eat. The rest of the clique has their group meeting. Haha.

I ate Toast Box's Mee Siam. Very delicious. Haha. I think it was the first time I ever eat Mee Siam. Haha.

We spend a lot of time in Art Box. Haha. I love Art Box things! It’s so cute! Haha. I love their jacket! Haha. Okay, I love everything from there. Haha.

Young generation things are interesting and something are cute because there is teddy bear! Hmm…but I call it Me To You Bear. Haha.

Clara and I went to NTUC to walk walk. Haha. All we talk about is food and we got very excited over it. Haha. Clara is a food person when she becomes stress. Haha. Normally, she is a anti-food person. Haha.

There is a ice cream shop at the basement! Haha. It reminds me of private ice cream shop. I shall go and try it one day! Hehe. I love ice cream! Haha.

Oh, and I ate Bo Lo Bao after that. I think there is a hole in my stomach X)

I went back school for my 3 hours of stupid lecture. Haha. It’s stupid because the LT doesn’t have signal =P I can’t sms. I can’t connect to the internet and I need it! I have to get my tutorial notes from the internet. O ya, we have mass tutorial in the LT. Haha.

I met a rude adult during the lecture! Arh…I don’t know what is wrong with her. Anyway she is some china woman. Ar...I’m not being bias okay? It just happens that she is a china woman. Haha. No offence to anyone. Haha. Hmmm…forgive and forget. Haha. Anyway I can’t even remember her face or anything about her except she is a china woman. Haha.

Yuan Shan accompanied me to have my dinner and accompany me to wait for the bus to come. Haha. Yeah, he is nice. Hehe.

Yup, I went to People Association to practice the flashmob dance again. Haha. This time there is more people from group 2. Last week we only have 3 people including me and this time we have 6 people =D Finally it is not an odd number. Today was so tiring, more tiring than last week! Hmm…but it is always fun to me. Haha. Sadly, cole said that it is boring =/ I hope he will come for next session…

There was a super fierce girl in flashmob! I shall call her pink hairband girl. I think she was angry with her friend. She said something like this: “You all always want me to stand in front, F*** You la!” Scary okay!!!! I’m damn scared when I’m standing beside her. Her face was super super black. Haha. Anyway her friend doesn’t know what happen to her. Haha.

Ironically, when I’m going home I saw pink hairband girl again and this time was her friend’s face was black. And guess what? I think they don’t know why she was angry. Haha. Weird group of friends. Haha.

Today we end at 10. Haha. Yuan Shan came to fetch me =D Haha. But he went there to bully me =( He simply enjoy bullying me after he knows my weak point. Yuan Shan, 你是个猪! Haha.

Tomorrow I have to wake up early for my dental! Arh…and I still have a lot of things to catch up!

16.05.10

I just had my bath. Haha.

Hmm…there are nothing much to update about. What I did there was just studying and playing. Haha. I actually fell asleep because I was too tired. I think I won’t have wake up if Yuan Shan didn’t wake me up. Haha.

Yuan Shan bully me! He found my weak point without knowing and I actually don’t know that I have a weak point! He simply kept making me after he knows my weak point. Haha.

Hmm…I had my dinner at his house. I don’t know whether if his parents know we are together. Haha. Well, it doesn’t matter anyway. Haha. Arh…but I always feel very embarrass when I eat with them. Hmm…it’s my character la…I can’t even remember I use how long to get use to eating with Stephie’s parents. Haha.

I finally know my limit. 1 week of inadequate sleep can kills me. Haha. Arh…tomorrow I won’t have enough sleep again…Tomorrow I have dance rehearsal again. Although I have no school on Tuesday due to E-learning day, I have to wake up early for my dental appointment and it is slightly earlier than my normal school day. Haiz…never mind. Haha.

Stessen wanted to play badminton during one of the weekend. Charn Charn, you want to come? Haha. Emmm…but I don’t know when, where and I don’t know the timing too. Haha. Lala knows the details I guess. Haha.

16.05.10

I didn’t really have enough sleep again. I was on bed at 12 but I slept at 2. Haha.
Good news! My mum, my daddy, 小姐姐 have lost some weight. Haha. Hmm…I should give my daddy some applause. Haha. Dad is fat and now he is slimming down! Haha.

Anyway, I had my breakfast with my family today. My sister said that she miss the Malay food at Serangoon Garden. Haha.

Now my parents know about the relationship between Yuan Shan and I. 他们早就怀疑我了, just that they are waiting for me to say it. Ah, but I never told them. I just tell my mum that I’m going to his house to study then after that I will be having dinner at his house. Haha. My mum turns a little naggy after that. Haha.

Anyway currently I’m at Yuan Shan’s house studying. Arh…see I so obedient. I’m studying! I shall blog later.

15.04.10

I didn’t have enough sleep again. I slept at 3 and I woke up at 8…My Awesome Friend is right, if I continue like this, I will breakdown one day. I hope I can get back my beauty sleep! Haha.

I had Rotaract orientation today. Of course, we played ice breaker games again. Haha. Hmm…the ice breaker games are actually quite unique. It is not the normal boring ice breaker games we always play. Haha. During ice breaker game, I actually realized something about myself. Hmm…but I’m not going to say it. Wahahaha.

We had our refreshment after that. Haiz…today is a fattening day. Later you would know why. Haha.

Oh, we had amazing race after our lunch. It was so tiring! We run up and down, North to South, South to North. It was simply too tiring even though there is only 5 stations. Haha. However, we are the first team who finished it. Haha.

Rotaract is actually a service club. We do services =D This is the reason why I join Rotaract. Haha.

After the orientation, I went to Little India for eyebrow threading. Yuan Shan insisted to go with me. He is weird la! Anyway, he was laughing away after the eyebrow threading because of my expression.

I went to Simei to take my phone back. Guess what? The problem is not solved! There is double image when I got home again. SUCKS! Haiz…forget it…Haha.
Yuan Shan went to his grandma’s house and I went to meet Bear for dinner at Pasta de Waraku =D I love there! Kiki.

I know a lot of updates about SGS through Bear. Ever since the new principal comes, a lot of things have been changed. Now, the principal want to take out POA & D&T and there will be more classes taking A math. Maybe, some of the normal stream people would take A math too. You see…my secondary school reputation isn’t good, so the principal is trying to change it.

Okay, POA and D&T are known as the easy subject. No offence to the people who takes these subjects. Anyway I don’t have any comments about that, I didn’t take POA or D&T. Of course, I know that those people who are in better school would say that these subjects are easy subject, but you can’t judge it if you didn’t take it.

Bear said that I’m a pig…Arh…I simply eat too much during the dinner. Haha. I ate one main course, one side dish two desserts. Two expression: X) and =X Haha. Hehe. I admit that I’m a pig. Haha.

As usual, I fell asleep after the dinner. Haha.

Anyway, yup, I’m attached to Yuan Shan. My sister was asking me that when would I post about it in my blog and yup, today I’m going to post about it.

I know that I moved on very quickly, but I’m actually happy about it. Hmm…maybe it is because I become a better person? I started to appreciate myself. I started to appreciate things and people around me. Although there are times I’m still late home, my relationship between my family and I has get better.

For this relationship, I’m not going to think too much about the future. I’m not going to think about how long this relationship will last. (Of course, I hope this will be my last relationship.) I’m not going to thinking about the negative things that split us. I’m going to stay positive. I’m going to take things easily. I don’t want to stress myself like what I did for my previous relationship. Yes, future is important, but present is more important. I’m just going to appreciate what I have now. Of course, there are times that I still think about the future. However, I won’t let myself worried about the future ever again. My future will be great if my present is great =D Haha.

Anyway I don’t know would Yuan Cheong read my blog, but I’m just going to say this: Yuan Cheong! Although I’m attached now, you must still date me out ok?
Same goes to Charn, don’t always assume that I’m busy. Ask! Don’t assume. =D haha.

Arh…I really need to manage my time properly. Time for my family, time for my friends, time for my boyfriend, time for my CCAs, time for my piano lesson and most importantly, time for my school work! Arh!!! Yuan Xin needs to learn how to manage her time properly!

I believed that M (yes, I would stop calling him SG) would be happy if he ever know this. He would stop feeling bad if he ever felt bad. He won’t be worried about me if he ever felt worried. Same goes to my other friends, stop worrying about me =)

Anyway I shall go to sleep. I’m tired.

I will get a chance to blog about the lizard that I said in the previous post. (All the my previous posts were deleted)

14.05.10 Busy Life

14.05.10 Friday

I didn’t’ sleep well last night. Although I went to sleep at 1030p.m, I slept around 1a.m. My mind is filled with projects and I can’t probably sleep when my mind is still so active. Haha.

I slept in lectures again. I have the best sleep ever! Gayatri is so nice to lie on. It seems like I’m sleeping on the bed. Haha. I actually lie on Gayatri’s arm. Haha.

Kaijat (I don’t know how to spell) and Salman were so bad! They cheat Clara and I! We are suppose to watch one video for our tutorial, so the guys went to borrow the CD. In the end, they actually borrowed movies because we can actually watch the tutorial video in NYP e-library. However, they didn’t tell us that. What they told us was, the video is 3 hours long and Clara’s didn’t bring charger for her laptop. Clara and I totally believed in them. Haha. I have totally trust in them!

Me: *look at the cover* Why the cover look like some movies? They anyhow put the CDs in the CD case?
Me: *Open the CD case* Why the CD look like some movies?
Salman: You actually believed what we said? You really believed that the tutorial video is 3 hours long? What we meant was, these movies duration is 3 hours long.

=.=

One of our tutorial discussions was about smoking. It’s so cool! There is something known as 3rd hand smoking! Salman was so funny. He said that 3rd hand smoking is link to the trees. Haha. Well, 3rd hand smoking simply means that the particles left on the surface of the object after the smoke is clean is intake by people who have contact on the object. Ah…if you don’t understand what I talking about go google for it. Haha.

Oh, it is quite funny that we can link smoking to breast and bra design. Haha. Okay, we don’t know how we link there. I know it is out of point. Haha.

A lot of comical things happen during the nursing lab too. However, I’m only going to say one of them .Haha.

We were practicing position of patient using the patient dummy. When we turn the dummy, we realized there is something popping out of the patient dummy’s butt so some of us keep touching it to see what it is.

One of my group members: It’s the penis.
Everyone: *withdraw their hand*
Salman: *Open the pants* Eh, really is the penis!
Everyone: *turn their head away*
Salman: *tried to fix the penis back to where it should be*
Everyone:*turn back*
Salman: *using his pen to beat the penis* *pull the dummy’s pants down when we look back again*
After positioning of the dummy, the penis get out of it’s place again.*something pop out of the pants again*
Everyone: *embarrassed*

End of story!

I meet up with the SU people at 6 pm. Yup, we have bus to transport to People associate for the dance rehearsal. We have to dance two songs for the flashmob, well the moves aren’t very difficult, but it is not easy too. Haha. Anyway I enjoyed the rehearsal! Haha. I love dancing! Haha.

I had my supper with the SU people after dance at Dhoby Ghaut rochor beancurd. Haha. I know it was late, but bonding is important! Haha. Group 2 is the best! Hehe. We are the only freshies that went to have supper with the seniors. Haha.

I just reached home not long ago. I would blog tomorrow night. Yup, tomorrow it will be a busy day for me again.

13.05.10 Happy Day

I had my sleep lecture again. Haha. Rachel went home after two hours of lecture because she was feeling unwell.

Haiz…why lectures and tutorial are so boring…

Today my awesome friend is not awesome at all. He is irritating. I was feeling cold (I forget to bring jacket.) during the lecture and he smsed me something like this:
You want jacket?
Too bad, you are sitting too far away. I can’t lend it to you.

Then he smsed: I’m wearing the jacket now.

Irritating right? I was feeling so cold and he was there 幸灾乐祸. Haha.

I forget what I said before, but I said something like: You are just irritating.
And he replied this: I’m not just irritating. I’m purely irritating.

I’m speechless. Haha.

I had my lunch with Nan, Clara and Yuan Shan. I was almost late for my lecture due to my eating speed. Hmmm…but it is partially the queue fault ok! Haha.

Hmmm…it seems like there is sleeping pill in the chicken rice. I was feeling tired during the lecture. Or maybe it’s the lecture that makes people drowsy? Clara actually fell asleep. She is so obedient and she fell asleep! Haha.

I run out of the lecture half way to go to the toilet. However, I didn’t go back afterwards. Haha. I went to eat brownie with vanilla ice cream =X I love it! Kiki. Brownie with ice cream =D

Hmm…my group was very fed up with my tutorial teacher. She gave us three topics to do for our presentations and she never tell us that we only need to present on one topic. Irritating! Haha. If she told my group earlier we would have done better. In the end, I have to do impromptu presentation again, because the information is not enough. Anyway we didn’t choose the topic on expressing sexuality because the information is TOO little. Haha. It seems like my group always push unprepared presentation to me. Haha. Ya, I talk like machine gun. =.=

I had group meeting after school and again I talk like machine gun. Haha.

I went to the library to meet Nan and her friend. Nan and her friend did their own stuff and I continue to do my project. Yuan Shan tagged along after he finished his school. Okay, I hate hardworking people like Nan and Yuan Shan =X It simply shows how bad I am. I’m not hardworking at all and they are opposite of me. Haha.

I sent Nan to her Chinese Orchestra (CO) and went back to the library to pack my stuff. I forget to bring my student card (I kept saying matrix card =.=), lucky someone came out of the library, so I am able to get back into the library. Haha.

Yuan Shan sent me home =D and then home sweet home! Haha.

I was very high today. Haha. I was loud and jumpy that I think some people thought that I’m crazy. Hmm…well, I actually felt embarrass when people look at me X) Haha. Arh…I’m just high at that moment. Can’t blame me. X)

Tomorrow I have dance practice at some weird place near Lavendar. =/ Arh…the practice is so far away from home….Anyway it is NYPSU event. NYPSU needs dance ambassadors for the flashmob at Resort World Sentosa, Ballroom on 29 May. So we have to rehearsal before the actual day. Haha. Hmm…it’s really time consuming and I still have a lot of date line to meet. Arh…but I think I will enjoy the dance =D Hehe.

18.05.10 to 19.05.10 Projects buried me alive

I’m going to change the way I blog. I’m going to blog about what I do every day because it’s simply just too boring! Haha.

I have a project that is link to insomnia and guess what? I’m having insomnia because of all the projects.

I almost faint when I saw the power point slides that two of my group members made. None of the content is right, everything is out of point, which means that have to re-do it. Ah…but I’m going to have a backup plan. I’m going to help them do in case they made some mistakes again.

Hmm…at least I’m glad that my tone was okay when I’m telling them about their problems. I thought I would sound impatient or fed up. Haha. I wasn’t =D
I’m also quite upset when the whole group said that I’m wrong when I’m correct. They did change my mind set, I thought I’m really wrong because everyone said that. In the end, I was proven right.

Because of the power point slides I’m waiting for next semester. I know I’m very bad for this. I wanted to change group because I find some people are slowing down the group progress. No matter how much we explain to them, they just can’t get it. Even when they get it, the things they do are totally opposite of the things they said.
Another thing is my group isn’t close at all. Maybe it is because of the language barrier. Maybe it is because we have our own clique. I don’t know. I know we should improve our relationship between each other.To work well in a group you need team work and I know that. However, things aren’t as easy as we thought. There is a language barrier between the Malays and China people.

I have a thought of grouping with my clique people, although there are people who are lazy and difficult to work with. Well, you just have to give the lazy people some stress. I find it hard to work with people who always want things to go in their way and worst is that they would scold you if you don’t go their way. I know I have different views as her. I’m someone who will go chillax and she is a hard core person. Hmm…but I guess we can compromise? At least she is hardworking =D

Arh…I’m talking about things that will happen after 5 months. It’s still long. Hmm…now I shall just focus on the present instead thinking about the future. Haha. No one knows the future =D

12.05.10 Good Deed

12.05.10 Wednesday

I’m down with sore throat and flu. Haha.

I started off the day by doing some good deed. Hehe. I’m so happy! Arh…anyway I find the little boy quite weird. Haha. He is weird! Haha.

I had my tiring lecture again. Haha.

During the break I didn’t go for extra practical lesson. I was too hungry. It was so embarrassing when my stomach growl while I’m having lecture. X)

I saw Cole (NYPSU) , Yuan Shan and Jian En (my cousin) at South Canteen. Cole was there for lunch. Haha. I love to make fun of him. Haha. He keeps saying that he will be the president of NYPSU and take over NYPSU, then the whole NYP =.= Hmm…but I felt that he is a CMIP, cannot make it president. Haha. Okay, Yuan Shan sneak down to buy food to eat. For Jian En, I don’t know why he was there. He said he is not having break, but he is there in the canteen. Weirdo. Haha. I keep telling my friend that Jian En is handsome (of course la, he is my cousin. Haha.) but he looks like Ah Beng. Haha.

After lunch, I went to library with Gayatri, Rachel and Clara (Clara is same group as me) I have done my part for tomorrow’s presentation! Yay! I’m happy! Hmm…at the beginning I was very frustrated because the topic was on expressing sexuality and I have to think of questions that link to sexuality. I can’t think of any questions to ask. Seriously, if I’m doing on other topic, I would have done better. Haha.
As usual, after break, I went for the boring lectures again.

I had piano lesson today. Haha. I’m so unlucky! The lift was having maintenance when I got there. I have to climb 8 floors! I was bathing in my sweat. Haha.

I went to study with Yuan Shan after my piano lesson. Hmm…actually I did more of my project than studying. Haha. Another yay! I have finished my project! Haha. Arh…but I think I still have three more projects to go =/

I found something interesting today. Yuan Shan is actually quite cute for some moment. Actually is more of toot, it is just that I find it cute. Haha. E…cute guys sound gross. Haha.

Anyway I went home after that. Haha.

I shall blog tomorrow. Sorry.

11.05.10 School

Happy 17th Birthday to Clara! Haha. Today is Clara’s birthday and we help her celebrate during the break. Haha. We managed to give her a surprise =D kiki. Haha.

I’m going to say this again. I hate NYP!

Today’s bioscience lab seriously upset me. Firstly, the microscope is very dirty. Secondly, the microscope sucks. I can’t focus my specimen because the stage keeps descending. In order to focus it, I have to hold onto the knob. Thirdly, the lecturer doesn’t know to use microscope. She can’t focus on the specimen because she never adjusts the light.

Another thing, the library sucks. It doesn’t have toilet, it doesn’t have water cooler and it is small! Haiz…Ok at least I got great friends here. Haha.

Anyway I’m late for my lessons today due to my dental appointment. I hope that my tutor won’t mark me down. She is so fierce…

About the dental appointment, the dentist adds the blue rubber band between my teeth again. My teeth going to ache for these few days again! =/ Tightening is not painful for me, but putting rubber band between my teeth is painful!

Oh I studied in the library. Kiki, I’m very obedient right? Haha.

Farand was so nice. He gave me one of his nursing textbook. Haha. Although he said that it is useless, I still need it. Yup, I haven’t been absorbing anything from the lessons. Haha. So….I need textbook. Haha. Emm…but I still need to buy one more textbook, it is compulsory. Haha.

I had my dinner with Yuan Shan at some prata shop at Thomsome. Haha.

Now I’m going to talk about my awesome friend who is same course as me but different tutorial group. I cannot say his name. Later you will know why. Haha. Okay, I call him awesome because he likes to use awesome this word. Haha.

Yesterday, he did something “awesome” Haha. He actually tore a 10 dollar plastic note. Okay, he didn’t mean it. He accidentally tore it because he thought that plastic note cannot be torn. Haha.

If I’m not wrong, it is illegal to do draw or even tear Singapore notes. Emmm...please forgive him, he didn't do it on purpose. Another thing it is not awesome, that is why I put “” Haha. I just find it suprising that plastic note can be torn.

I pity the 10 dollar note =(

11.05.10 New Start

Okay, I have deleted all the post because I feel that my blog is very messy and emo. I don't like messy or emo blog. Haha. So it shall be a new start for me. Haha.